Manalangin tayo…

Lawiswis ng Salita ni P. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Ika-28 ng Pebrero 2024
Larawan kuha ni G. Red Santiago ng kanyang anak, Enero 2020, Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria, Bulacan.

Pangunahing hiling ng mga tao sa aming mga pari ay panalangin, na sila ay ipagdasal sa kanilang iba’t-ibang mga pangangailangan. Ito ay dahil inaasahan – at dapat lamang – na kaming mga pari ay palaging nananalangin.

Kaugnay nito ay madalas din silang magtanong paanong magdasal at marami pang iba’t-ibang bagay ukol sa pananalangin. Kaya sa diwa ng panahon ng Kuwaresma kung kailan tayo hinihikayat linangin ating pananalangin, narito ilang mga pagmumuni-muni ko tungkol sa pagdarasal na aking napagtanto at natutunan mula nang pumasok ako ng seminaryo noong 1991 hanggang sa maging pari ng 1998 hanggang sa ngayon.


Una, walang maituturing na dalubhasa o eksperto sa pagdarasal. Tunay nga sinabi ni San Pablo, “tinutulungan tayo ng Espiritu sa ating kahinaan. Hindi tayo marunong manalangin nang wasto, kaya’t ang Espiritu ang lumuluhog para sa atin, sa paraang di magagawa ng pananalita” (Rom. 8:26).

Larawan kuha ng may-akda, Our Lady of Fatima University, Valenzuela, Nobyembre 13, 2023.

Kaya naman totoo kasabihang sa oras na ikaw ay nanalangin, sinagot na rin ng Diyos iyong mga dasal kasi ikaw ay nagdarasal. Kapag tayo nagdasal, tumugon tayo sa Diyos tawag niyang makaisa Siya. Noong kami ay high school sa seminaryo, iyon unang tinuro sa amin ni Fr. Danny Delos Reyes, aming Rektor: “Prayer is talking to God who has always been speaking to man.” Kaya sa oras na tayo ay nagdasal, purihin ang Panginoon dahil tumalima tayo sa Kanya!

Higit itong totoo kapag ating binabasa at pinagninilayan ang Kanyang mga salita sa Banal na Kasulatan. Sa Banal na Kasulatan, personal nakikipag-usap sa atin ang Diyos gamit ang salita ng tao. Kaya sino mang ibig na tunay lumalim sa buhay panalanign at buhay espiritwal, kinakailangang magkaroon ng personal na bibliya at daily bible guide upang masundan mga pagbasa. Sabi ni San Geronimo, ang kamangmangan sa Banal na Kasulatan ay kamangmangan kay Kristo.”

Ikalawang katotohanang nabatid ko sa pagdarasal ay kaugnay nito: hindi tayo ang susukat at susuri ng ating pananalangin kungdi Diyos. Madalas kasi maranasan natin lalo na sa mga nagsisimula pa lamang manalangin na ikumpara ating mga pagdarasal sa bawat araw kapag ating sinasabi “bakit dati madali at magaan pakiramdam ko”, “bakit ngayon parang hirap ako magdasal” o “parang walang saysay aking pananalangin”.

Hindi madaraan sa damdamin o feelings ang pagdarasal.

Malaking pagkakamali na akalain nating mga oras na tayo ay tuwang-tuwang o masarap ang pakiramdam sa pagdarasal ay tama at wasto ang pananalangin na samakatwid ay kinasihan ng Diyos ating pagdarasal. Hindi po totoo iyan.

Magugulat pa tayo na ang katotohanan ay kabaligtaran niyan dahil kung kailan tayo hirap magdasal, mas malamang naroong tunay ang Diyos! Sabi ng aking Heswitang Spiritual Director noon sa Cebu si Fr. Shea, The most difficult prayer period is actually the most meritorious. Kapag tayo ay dumaranas ng hirap sa pagdarasal na kung tawagin ay “spiritual dryness” na parang hindi tayo pansin ng Diyos o kaya hirap lumapit sa kanya, ito ay palatandaan ng paglalim sa pananalangin. At maaring tanda ng pagkilos ng Diyos na tayo ay inaakay sa mas matalik na ugnayan sa Kanya sa larangan ng pagdarasal.

Larawan kuha ng may-akda, Oktubre 2022.

Ikatlo, ang pananalangin ay pakikipag-isa sa Diyos o communion. Kaya hindi naman mahalaga masabi natin lahat ng ibig natin sa Diyos kungdi higit na mahalaga ay ating mapakinggan sinasabi sa atin ng Diyos.

Kaya tayo nagdarasal hindi upang humingi ng humingi sa Diyos ng kung anu-ano kungdi upang Siya ay makaisa, malaman kanyang kalooban para sa atin. Kung tutuusin, hindi na nating kailangan pang humingi sa Diyos ng kung anu-ano dahil alam na niya pangangailangan natin.

Sapagkat alam na ng inyong Ama ang inyong kinakailangan bago pa ninyo hingin sa kanya. Ganito kayo manalangin: “Ama naming nasa langit…”

Mateo 6:8-9

Samakatwid, ang pananalangin ay upang higit nating makamit ang Diyos mismo! Siya ang dapat nating hangarin palagi sa pagdarasal, hindi mga bagay.

Kapag mahal mo sino mang tao, palagi mo siyang kinakausap, sinasamahan upang makapiling. Siya ang ibig mo, hindi gamit o pera o kayamanan niya. Ganoon din sa pananalangin – kung mahal nating tunay ang Diyos, mananalangin tayo palagi sa kanya upang sa tuwina Siya ay makapiling.

Larawan kuha ni Bb. JJ Jimeno sa Holy Sacrifice Parish, UP Diliman, QC, Mayo 2019.

Ikaapat, ang mga bumabagabag sa ating pagdarasal ay hindi tukso mula sa demonyo kungdi mas malamang, mga tulong at gabay ng Espiritu Santo tungo sa higit na mabungang pagdarasal.

Napansin ko iyan noong dati na kapag ako ay bagabag o aligaga sa pagdarasal, kung anu-anong pumapasok sa aking isipan, kadalasan ang mga iyon ay isyu sa aking sarili na pilit ko iniiwasan o binabale-wala; sa pagdarasal, lumalantad mga iyon na tila baga sinasabi ng Diyos sa atin, harapin mga isyu natin sa sarili bago Siya matatagpuan.

Hindi istorbo ang pagsagi ng sino mang kaaway sa iyong pagdarasal kungdi paanyaya na ayusin inyong di pagkakaunawaan. Kung palaging laman ng iyong isipan ay kahalayan o karangayaan o ano pa man, ang mga iyan ay isyu na dapat mong pagdasalan upang maharap at malunasan.

Hindi nating mararanasan ang Diyos nang lubusan sa pagdarasal habang tayo ay puno ng maraming bara sa espiritu at kaluluwa tulad ng mga tao na mayroon tayong problema, mga nararamdamang poot at galit, kahalayan at iba pang mga pagnanasa. Alisin muna mga bara sa ating espritu at kaluluwa, maginhawang dadaloy biyaya ng Espiritu Santo sa ating sarili at buhay.

At ikalima, ang pananalangin ay disiplina. Dahil ang pagdarasal ay pagpapahayag ng ating ugnayan at relasyon sa Diyos, kailangan nating maging tapat sa pakikipagtagpo sa Kanya.

Tulad ng mga magsing-ibig, magkaroon ng regularidad na pakikipagtagpo sa Diyos sa panalangin. Huwag humanap ng panahon bagkus gumawa ng panahon gaya ng ating gawi sa mahal natin sa buhay. Iyon ang nawika ng lobo sa Little Prince na kung regular silang magtatagpo tuwing alas-4:00 ng hapon, alas-3:30 pa lamang ng hapon aniya ay mananabik na siya!

Nasa ating sarili kung anong oras tayo makapagdarasal. Ang mahalaga ay kaya nating pangatawanan ano mang oras ating itakda para sa Panginoon.

Pati ang lunan din ay mainam na regular. Napansin ko ito nang maging pari ako, ilang ulit ako bumalik sa Jesuit Retreat House sa Cebu kung saan kami nag-30 day retreat noong 1995 bago magthird year sa theology. Pinilit kong magdasal sa ibang bahagi ng retreat house na hinangad kong pagdasalan noon pero hindi ako napalagay. Ngunit nang manalangin ako sa dating mga lugar na kung saan ako nagdasal noong 1995, sadya namang “mabunga” ika nga sa ilang ulit na balik ko doon noong 2002, 2003 at 2004. Ganoon din karanasan ko nang lumipat ako sa Sacred Heart Novitiate sa Novaliches para sa taunang personal retreat ko mula 2015.

Photo by Emre Kuzu on Pexels.com

Alalaong-baga, mayroon tayong isang “Bethel” tulad ni Jacob kung saan nagpakilala sa kanya ang Diyos nang tumatakas siya noon sa kanyang kapatid na si Esau (Gen. 28:10-22) at naiman na manatali doon hanggat hindi tayo inaaya ng Panginoon sa ibang lugar.

Hangga’t maari tungkol sa lunan ng pananalangin, piliin yaong tahimik at angkop sa pagdarasal tulad ng simbahan o adoration chapel kung saan maaring magdasal sa harapan ng Santisimo Sakramento.

Bilang pangwakas, alalahaning palagi na personal nakikipag-ugnayan sa atin ang Diyos kaya personal din tayo tumugon sa Kanyang paanyayang makipag-ugnayan tulad ng ginagawa natin sa sino mang kapwa natin.

Sa lahat ng ugnayan mayroon tayo, bukod tanging ang sa Diyos ang pinakamabuti sa lahat dahil kailanman hindi Niya tayo iiwanan at tatalikuran. Diyos lang tanging nagmamahal sa atin ng tunay kaya binigay Niya sa Atin bugtong Niyang Anak na si Jesus na naglapit sa atin sa Kanya sa pamamagitan ng Espiritu Santo. Sana nakatulong mga ito sa inyong pagdarasal. Kung hindi naman, ay huwag nang pansinin. Sumulat kayo sa akin dito o sa aking email para sa karagdagang mga katanungan o paliwanag (lordmychef@gmail.com).

Patuloy manalangin at yumabong sa Panginoon natin! Amen.

Troubles on the road to Easter

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Sunday Recipe for the Soul, Lent II-B, 25 February 2024
Genesis 22:1-2, 9, 10-13, 15-18 ><}}}}*> Romans 8:31-34 ><}}}}*> Mark 9:2-10
Photo by Ms. Analyn Dela Torre, 12 February 2024 in Bgy. Caypombo, Santa Maria, Bulacan.

While praying our gospel this Second Sunday in Lent, the song Yesterday by the Beatles kept playing at the back of my mind, especially the first two stanzas that say:

Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away.
Now it looks as though they're here to stay.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be.
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Written by Paul McCartney and recorded by the Beatles in 1965, Yesterday is a sad love song about break up that greatly changed the lost lover who was “Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be.”

Beautiful music, beautiful lyrics on this beautiful Sunday with another beautiful gospel as Mark leads us from the wilderness last week to Mount Tabor with Jesus Christ and his three disciples whose experiences were like the Beatles in Yesterday.

Jesus took Peter, James, and John and led them up a high mountain apart by themselves. And he was transfigured before them, and his clothes became dazzling white, such as no fuller on earth could bleach them.

Mark 9:2-3
Basilica of the Transfiguration on Mt. Tabor, Israel from custodia.org.

See how the three apostles were overjoyed with the sight of Jesus transfigured, conversing with Moses and Elijah with Peter feeling so “high” that he offered to make three tents for them to remain there. It was the same experience of joy in the Beatles’ Yesterday when McCartney had that great feeling of being loved he thought would last forever.

But, both moments of joy were so brief with the transfiguration cut off immediately after Peter had spoken while McCartney felt his troubles came “suddenly”.

Like his account of Christ’s temptation last Sunday, Mark’s version of the transfiguration is so short unlike those by Matthew and Luke; however, Mark never lost attention to important details that showed the solemnity of the scene from start to finish despite a sudden shift in the mood as they went down the mountain.

As they were coming down from the mountain, he charged them not to relate what they had seen to anyone, except when the Son of Man had risen from the dead. So they kept the matter to themselves, questioning what rising from the dead meant.

Mark 9:9-10

For Mark, the transfiguration of Jesus led the disciples to deepen their faith in Jesus amid his growing mystery especially in the light of his oft-repeated Passion, Death and Resurrection, as if telling us of the many troubles ahead on the road to Easter.

Hence, it is no coincidence that like the transfiguration, Mark ended abruptly his gospel account when Mary Magdalene, Mary the mother of James and Salome saw an angel who spoke to them inside the empty tomb of Jesus very early on Easter: Then they went out and fled from the tomb, seized with trembling and bewilderment. They said nothing to anyone, for they were afraid (Mk. 16:8). Both in the transfiguration and in the Resurrection, the disciples were dared to reflect deeply on those events that later enabled them to make a firm response in their faith in Christ.

Mosaic inside the Basilica of the Transfiguration on Mt. Tabor, Israel from commons.wikimedia.org..

The same thing applies to us today. Many troubles lie ahead our lives, inviting us to follow Jesus more closely in prayers and reflections to find the meanings and lessons of life’s light and darkness, joy and sadness, triumph and defeat, even of death that keep on hovering above us, even enveloping us at times. We need to deepen our faith in God who had sent us his Son Jesus never stops doing to be our companion in this journey of life especially when we are passing through mountains and valleys, rivers and seas. In the song Yesterday, McCartney sang of our most common experience of having loved and lost yet taught us so much lessons in life. And music.

One thing was clear with the Apostles – and McCartney too – that even though troubles and problems were always with them along the way, they just lived through it and made the most out of them like the Church, including a classic love song!

How about us today, what is our faith response to the many darkness and light we have gone through in life’s journey?

Photo by Roger Buendia/Presidential Museum and Library via esquiremag.ph.

It is always easy to blame others for our many woes in life as we fail to see our own moments of transfiguration. Jesus gifts us with a personal transfiguration event to make us better to be like him but, do we welcome or, run away from them?

Today is the 38th anniversary of the EDSA People Power Revolution when we must ask ourselves how we have personally responded to that great moment of grace from God, a transfiguration in itself, a pasch like the Lord’s. Have we truly valued EDSA 1986, until now?

How unfortunate that EDSA now stands for everything that is wrong with us, especially our wrong choices and wrong decisions in the past 38 years. EDSA invites us to examine our very selves as a Filipino and as a Christian, a disciple of Christ.

Photo from iStockphoto.com of Mount Tabor in Israel where Jesus is believed to have transfigured.

At his transfiguration, Jesus showed the inseparability of the mystery of the Cross and of his glory on Easter, the closeness of Mount Tabor with Golgotha. The mountain in the bible is always a coming to God, a communion in him.

Every nature lover knows very well the mountain is life itself, difficult to climb, easy to descend. Here now is the beautiful part of the gospel. And song Yesterday. Mountains surely change us but the choice is ours if we want to become better or bitter.

Set on what is believed to be Mount Tabor, the transfiguration was a passage, a foretaste of Christ’s pasch that not only brought him to his glory but transformed too the whole human race and the world itself. In the same manner, McCartney expressed poetically in Yesterday his transformation when “Suddenly, I’m not half the man I used to be.”

From en.wikipedia.org.

This is the good news of this Sunday: every mountain in life is a grace of transfiguration, of being better persons than before. We never come out – or down – the same persons every time we enter through whatever passages or climb any mountain in life. We are always changed, we always emerge different than who we were before after each passages we came through in life.

God gives us the grace and power to choose to be better and stronger, wiser and holier than bitter or resentful with every trials we hurdle in life. This was the experience of Abraham in the first reading when he completely trusted God who asked him to offer his son Isaac on a mountain. It was a very tough test for Abraham who waited in his old age to have a son only to be sacrificed later? But Abraham never doubted God that he still went up the mountain, and as he was about to sacrifice Isaac, an angel stopped him, telling him how God was so delighted with his faith and obedience that he was eventually blessed abundantly after.

Each of us is passing through different trials at this very moment. Many times we feel we suffer more than others, that our tests are tougher than the rest. It is useless and a waste of time to compare ourselves with others. One thing is clear: God does not stop doing something good for us in Jesus, ensuring we get better each day than yesterday. Let the words of St. Paul today assure us that “If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son but handed him over for us all, how will he not give us everything else along with him? (Rom. 8:31-32)” Have a blessed week ahead, fellow traveler in Christ! Let us pray:

God our loving Father,
thank you for the gift of
this Season of Lent so we may
experience more your Son
Jesus Christ's coming to us
in this journey of life,
our companion amid the
darkness and light
and many troubles
including the little deaths
we experience in life;
give us the faith and trust
of Abraham to offer you those
dearest to us because
if ever you ask something from us,
it is to make more room in ourselves
for your abounding grace
and gifts of transformation
in Christ Jesus with Mary,
our Lady of Fatima.
Amen.
This Sunday, 25 February 2024, is also the Canonical Coronation of the National Pilgrim Image of Fatima here in Valenzuela City, the very image raised at EDSA in 1986. Photo from cbcp.net.

Lent is for getting real

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Friday in the First Week of Lent, 23 February 2024
Ezekiel 18:21-28 <*[[[[>< + + + ><]]]]*> Matthew 5:20-26
“Water Lilies” (1916-1919) painting by Frenchman Claude Monet from lopificio.it
As we come to close
the first week of Lent today,
your words in our Responsorial Psalm
are so true, O God because nothing
can be hidden from you,
“If you, O Lord, mark iniquities,
who can stand?”

Jesus said to his disciples: “Therefore, if you bring your gift to the altar, and there recall that your brother has anything against you, leave your gift there at the altar, go first and be reconciled with your brother, and then come and offer your gift.”

Matthew 5:23-24
When does a "brother has
anything against us", Lord Jesus?

The Filipino translation
“kung may sama ng loob
sa iyo ang iyong kapatid”
implies the problem lies
with the brother, not us;
but, here you are telling us
we are the offender,
who are obliged,
even ought to be
“reconciled with him first
then offer your gift”
as we are the guilty one!
Forgive us for acting 
immaturely clean and innocent
when our feuds and animosities
with others are due to our pretending
to be the offended ones
when in fact,
we are the offender.
Let us get real with ourselves
beginning this Lent
for we can never fool you,
God our Father.

“When someone virtuous turns away from virtue to commit iniquity, and dies, it is because of the iniquity he committed that he must die. But if the wicked, turning from wickedness he has committed, does what is right and just, he shall preserve his life; since he has turned away from all the sins that he committed, he shall surely live, he shall not die.”

Ezekiel 18:26-28
 Thank you dear Father
for being true with us always
that we may also get real
with you and everybody else.
Amen.

Lent is allowing God do his work in us

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Wednesday in the First Week of Lent, 21 February 2024
Jonah 3:1-10 ><}}}}*> + ><}}}}*> + ><}}}}*> Luke 11:29-32
Photo by Ms. Ria De Vera, somewhere in Alberta, Canada, 17 February 2024.
God our Father,
in this Season of Lent,
let us take one step backward
to let you do your work
in us,
among us.
We have been so used
to our expertise
and knowledge
that we seem to know
everything,
even better than you
like Jonah.

Allow us to take
"sackcloth and ashes"
like the people of Nineveh
to transcend our habits
by taking the back seat this time,
limiting ourselves to your
simple instructions
as we try to believe in you
and others too.

Jonah began his journey through the city, and had gone but a single day’s walk announcing, “Forty days more and Nineveh shall be destroyed,” when the people of Nineveh believed God; they proclaimed a fast and all of them, great and small, put on sackcloth.

Jonah 3:4-5
Continue to speak to us
even harshly like Jesus
in the gospel,
calling us an "evil generation"
seeking signs of your
presence in Christ;
very often,
we need to be shaken
deep inside,
to stop a while
so you can work in us
and among us,
filling us with your
love and mercy
so that we discover
your love and mercy
in us when we are
able to cry like the
psalmist:
"Have mercy on me,
O God,
in your goodness;
in the greatness of your
compassion wipe out my offense.
Thoroughly wash me
from my guilt and of my sin
cleanse me"
(Ps. 51:3-4).
Amen.

Why pray at all?

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Tuesday in the First Week of Lent, 20 February 2024
Isaiah 55:10-11 <*((((>< + + + ><))))*> Matthew 6:7-15
Photo by author, 2019.
Jesus said to his disciples:
"In praying,
do not babble like the pagans,
who think that they will be heard
because of their many words.
Do not be like them.
Your Father knows what you need
before you ask him.
This is how you are to pray:
Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be thy name,"
(Matthew 6:7-9).

What a great segue,
so seamless!

Jesus said you know
what we need before we ask you
yet he tells us too
how we must pray
by calling you "Our Father"!
If you know what we need, Father,
then, why should
we pray
at all?
In this blessed season of
Lent, teach us Lord
to go back to you
in prayer
because in prayer,
you let us know
what we really need
to be fulfilled,
to be at peace,
to be fruitful
and that is you,
dear Jesus;
in prayer,
you make us realize
that more than things,
what we really need
is a relationship
with you
who loves,
who feels,
who is like us
in everything except sin;
in prayer,
we are disarmed
of our many defenses
and pretensions,
making us humble
to be more loving
while in need of a lot of loving too
only you can give.
Yes, God,
you know everything we need
before we pray to you
but we need to pray
because we simply need you
whose words are "like
the rain and snow
that come down
and do not return there
till they have watered
the earth,
making it fertile and fruitful,
giving us seeds
and bread
to eat,
achieving the end
for which
you sent your
word"
(cf. Isaiah 55:10-11).
Amen.
Photo by Mr. Vigie Ongleo in Virginia, January 2024.

Lent is seeing God in others

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Monday in the First Week of Lent, 19 February 2024
Leviticus 19:1-2, 11-18 ><))))*> + + + <*((((>< Matthew 25:31-46
Photo by Mr. Jay Javier in Quiapo, Manila, 09 January 2024.
Today I pray dear God
to your directive since the
Old Testament until the coming
of your Son Jesus Christ:
"Be holy , for I, the Lord your God,
am holy" (Leviticus 19:2).
But, what is really to be holy,
what is to be like you,
God?
Perfect.
Loving.
Kind.
Good.
Merciful.
Forgiving.
Caring.
Understanding.
Warm.
Open.
There are so many other
traits and characteristics I can think
of you as being holy,
O God,
that we have to imitate
to be like
you
that makes holiness
so difficult,
elusive,
and impossible!

Who can really be like you
when we are so different from you?
But, thank you in sending us
Jesus who not only made it
possible for us to be holy
like you, God,
but also made it
simpler:

“Amen, I say to you, whatever you did for one of these least brothers of mine, you did for me… Amen, I say to you, what you did not do for one of these least one, you did not do for me.”

Matthew 25:40, 45
On this blessed season
of Lent,
teach us to fast
and be empty of ourselves,
of our pride,
and of our sins
so we may be filled with YOU;
holiness is first of all
being filled
with you, O God,
that we feel,
we see,
we think
of others like you,
that is, of seeing you
in each one of us.
When we begin to
realize and experience
that you fill us, O God,
then we learn to be
generous in sharing
more of ourselves,
of our time,
of our talent,
of our treasure,
and most of all,
of you dear God
dwelling in us
with others;
we can only be holy
not when we try being
like you but more of finding
you first in us
in order to find you
in others too!

Then,
maybe we stop
fighting,
committing every sin
against each other
if only we can see you
dwelling,
filling
each one of us.
Amen.

“A Horse With No Name” by America (1971)

The Lord Is My Chef Sunday Music by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II, 18 February 2024
Photo by author, view of Israel from side of Jordan, May 2019.

It is the first week of Lent where the gospel is always about the temptation of Jesus by the devil in the desert. Naturally, the other thing that came to our mind while praying was the song A Horse With No Name by three young Americans who called themselves “America”.

It was still the great heydays of rock n’ roll and even though we were still too young at the time when this was playing on the airwaves, we just knew it was a great music especially when every grown up man was listening to it, humming it and even plucking its chords in their guitars. At that time, we just loved the melody and poetry of the lyrics, beginning with the unusual title A Horse With No Name with its very propitious guitars that kicked our imaginations of a far away journey in the desert.

On the first part of the journey
I was looking at all the life
There were plants and birds and rocks and things
There was sand and hills and rings
The first thing I met was a fly with a buzz
And the sky with no clouds
The heat was hot and the ground was dry
But the air was full of sound
I’ve been through the desert on a horse with no name
It felt good to be out of the rain
In the desert you can’t remember your name
‘Cause there ain’t no one for to give you no pain
La la la la la la…

The desert is more than a place in the Bible. It was more of a setting for meeting and experiencing God amid its dryness and wilderness. Every great prophet in the Old Testament went to the desert to pray and meet God; hence, in the New Testament, Jesus was shown as going first to the desert before launching his mission.

How ironic yet amazing that it is in the desert of our life’s poverty and limitations, sickness and weakness, dryness and weariness when we actually meet God, when we experience fulfillment and meaning in life (https://lordmychef.com/2024/02/17/lent-a-pilgrimage-to-god/). This biblical meaning of the desert was not far from the views of the song’s composer, Dewel Bunnell who explained later that A Horse With No Name was “a metaphor for a vehicle to get away from life’s confusion into a quiet, peaceful place” (from Wikipedia).

However, we remember too how when we were in high school (early 80’s) while listening to “American Top 40” on 99.5RT-FM when Casey Kasem claimed Bunnell saying that they were simply playing with words and chords when they came up with A Horse With No Name!

Whatever… but the music has become a classic because of its sincere message about life as a mystery not meant to be solved at all (because it is unsolvable!). For five decades since releasing A Horse With No Name, the trio of America had taught us how to deal with life’s mysteries by simply allowing ourselves to be wrapped by these mysteries, keeping our hearts and minds open in awaiting new revelations unfolding before us daily. Don’t forget too to have that sense of awe while being wrapped by life’s mysteries which is actually what Lent is asking us during this season as we return to God, our very root and grounding in order to find ourselves anew who are so lost in this world of so many disguises.

After nine days I let the horse run free
‘Cause the desert had turned to sea
There were plants and birds and rocks and things
There was sand and hills and rings
The ocean is a desert with its life underground
And a perfect disguise above
Under the cities lies a heart made of ground
But the humans will give no love

Here’s America with their first hit A Horse With No Name. Sing along, reflect and, pray. Have a blessed week ahead in this desert of life!

From YoutTube.com

Lent is self-confrontation

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Friday after Ash Wednesday, 16 February 2024
Isaiah 58:1-9  + + +  Matthew 9:14-15
Photo by author, 2020.
Thank you, dear Father
for this lovely season of Lent
when everything is in hue
of violets representing the future,
the imagination and dreams,
while spiritually calming
our emotions to attain
spiritual enlightenment
while at the same time
keeping us grounded in you,
O God,
our very first love.
Give us the courage
in Christ Jesus your Son
to confront our very selves,
to accept who we
really are before you
minus all the pretensions
and alibis and excuses: 
forgive us, Lord
because very often we look so
highly of ourselves,
unconsciously or consciously
playing god,
keeping ourselves
as standard and measure
of what is right and proper,
even of truth; worst,
many times, we demand you
to conform to us
than we conforming to you.

Thus says the Lord God: Cry out full-throated and unsparingly, lift up your voice like a trumpet blast; tell my people their wickedness, and the house of Jacob their sins. They seek me day after day, and desire to know my ways, like a nation that has done what is just and not abandoned the law of their God; they ask me to declare what is due them, pleased to gain access to God.

Isaiah 58:1-2
Let us be your prophets
especially in this age when
we no longer fast nor abstain,
no longer praying individually
and communally,
so contented with online Masses,
so that we have forgotten not only
you, Father but even those
around us, both those nearest
to us in the family circle
and those outside our margins;
Father, in this age with
so much emphasis
on individual rights,
we have forgotten about
others: we have refused to
see each others plight
and condition in life
because we have bloated
our egos,
has failed to look at the mirror
to confront our own dirt
and smudges,
questioning everyone
even you, O Lord,
except our very selves.
Amen.

Life is Lent

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Thursday After Ash Wednesday, 15 February 2024
Deuteronomy 30:15-20 +++ Luke 9:22-25
Photo from petalrepublic.com.
Our most loving
and merciful Father,
thank you
for this new season
of Lent,
in giving us this most
wonderful occasion to
reflect on life's meaning
we always confuse as
outside of us,
dependent on things,
and most of all,
perfect without pain
and sufferings.
Life is Lent.
It is the only season
that begins not on a Sunday
but on an ordinary day
of the week,
right in the midst
of our many duties
and worries
because Lent is something
within us, always asking us
to make the right choices,
of choosing life,
not death;
blessing,
not curse.

Many times, Father,
we are out of touch with
ourselves,
with life itself
which we see as outside
ourselves that we hardly live at all
without experiencing life
itself in its wholeness
that includes all the beauty
and scars,
the lights and darkness,
the glory and sorrows,
the defeats and victories,
the tears and laughter,
the Good Friday and Easter.

If, however, you turn away your hearts and will not listen, but are led astray and adore and serve other gods, I tell you now that you will certainly perish; you will not live a long life on the land that you are crossing the Jordan to enter and occupy.

Deuteronomy 30:17-18
The way to life
that you, Father, offers us
through the life and example
of Jesus Christ your Son
is the exact opposite
that the world
proposes;
help us realize that truth,
clear us of all doubts
and dilly-dallying,
of making excuses and alibis
that what the world sees
as God's ways are limiting
when in fact are liberating!

Then he said to all, “If anyone wishes to come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will save it. What profit is there for one to gain the whole world yet lose or forfeit himself?”

Luke 9:23-25
We have seen
for ourselves many times
how the way of the world of
indulging in every desire
and pleasure like
wealth and fame,
sex and drugs
have actually led to destruction
and death,
sorrows and miseries
than life and joy;
clear our minds
and hearts
to make the right
choice and decision
of following Jesus
to the Cross daily
because that is what
it means that life is lent,
a daily journey
to Good Friday
that leads surely
to Easter.
Amen.

God our foundation

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Tuesday, Memorial of Sts. Pedro Bautista, Paul Miki & Companion Martyrs, 06 February 2024
1 Kings 8:22-23, 27-30  <*[[[[>< + ><]]]]'>  Mark 7:1-13
Photo by author, Jerusalem 2017.
Dear God our Father,
thank you for being for us,
thank you for being with us,
thank you for being in us;
you are our foundation,
our root, and our very life.
Everyday in nature you show
us your beauty and majesty,
but most of all, in all history,
you have allowed us to express
your might and power with
our magnificent buildings
of worship everywhere
that like King Solomon,
we pray and wonder:

“Can it indeed be that God dwells on earth? If the heavens and the highest heavens cannot contain you, how much less this temple which I have built! Look kindly on the prayer and petition of your servant, O Lord, my God, and listen to the cry of supplication which I, your servant, utter before you this day.”

1 Kings 8:27-28
Thank you dear God
for the gift of missionaries
who have come to build churches
and schools and hospitals
and towns that until now testify
to your being with us;
many of them have literally
given their lives for the gospel
of Jesus Christ your Son
like San Pedro Bautista
who worked only for nine years
in the Philippines but had transformed
lives from Bulacan to Camarines Sur;
he later joined the first Japanese martyr
and Jesuit priest St. Paul Miki and
other companions in Nagasaki
when rulers there became suspicious
of their missionary works
that have won so many converts.
May we remain faithful to you,
O God, as our sole foundation
in life even in death.
Forgive us, Father,
when many times we confine you
in our churches,
in our beliefs and traditions
becoming more focused with
material foundations
than your divine foundation
like the Pharisees and scribes
in the gospel today;
let us continue to pursue learning
in the light of Christ's teaching,
sometimes relearning and
unlearning things we have been
used to by always going back to
you O God as our sole foundation
in this life.
Amen.
Photo by author in Jerusalem’s via Dolorosa, 2017.