Lent is returning what we have stolen, claimed as our own

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Friday, Second Week in Lent, 06 March 2026
Genesis 37:3-4, 12-13, 17-28 + + + Matthew 21:33-43, 45-46
Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, March 2023.
As we come to nearly closing
this second week in Lent,
forgive us Lord Jesus Christ
for the many times we have
claimed everything as our own:
Lent is when we return back
to God our Father
the life we have all stolen
and destroyed in the process.
It tears apart my heart,
O Lord,
that scene when Jacob's sons
conspired to kill, later sold
Joseph their own brother
because of jealousy
and sadly,
how this still happens among us
as brothers and sisters,
"Judah said to his brothers:
'What is to be gained by killing
our brother and concealing his blood?
Rather, let us sell him
to these Ishmaelites,
instead of doing away with him ourselves.
Afer all, he is our brother,
our own flesh.'
His brothers agreed.
They sold Joseph
to the Ishmaelites
for twenty pieces of silver"
(Genesis 37:26-28).
Forgive us,
Lord in owning each
other like a thing,
an object to be possessed
than a subject to be loved
and respected like when we
rejoice at the summary execution
of criminals, when people argue
in favor of abortion and contraceptives
negating the value of life,
when some insist on same sex unions
and gender reorientation
disregarding the sanctity of
the human body.
Photo by author, from Dominus Flevit Church overlooking Jerusalem, May 2017.
It is the same pride
that consumes us when we
think of our selves,
of our very lives,
of this planet itself
and universe as if
we own everything,
laying claim on everything
and everyone; forgive us,
Father for being so arrogant
with our misplaced confidence
and familiarity in our sense of
ownership and possession
of "your vineyard" entrusted
to us.
We have not only defied you,
Father in disregarding the prophets
you have sent to gather from us your
share of produce from your vineyard
we have now usurped; worst of all,
we have killed your Son Jesus Christ,
not giving him the respect due to him,
"Finally, he sent his son to them,
thinking, 'They will respect my son.'
But when the tenants saw the son,
they said to one another,
'This is the heir. Come, let us kill him
and acquire his inheritance.'
They seized him,
threw him out of the vineyard,
and killed him"
(Matthew 21:37-39).
Every time we sin,
whenever we disrespect others
especially the sick and the weak,
whenever we discredit someone
not present with us in a gathering,
when we are unfaithful and we betray
those we have promised to love
and to serve,
we steal your vineyard, Father,
we kill your Son and Heir,
we claim as ours
without realizing the truth
we have nothing at all
for we are mere stewards.
Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, March 2025.
Lord Jesus,
you have given me with
so much -
life and talents,
experiences and fulfillment
family and friends
not to own
nor possess like things
but gifts to be shared;
I return them to you
so you may use them
and me according to your will.
Amen.

Lent is refocusing in God

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Thursday, Second Week in Lent, 05 March 2026
Jeremiah 17:5-10 + + + Luke 16:19-31
Photo by Walid Ahmad on Pexels.com
Thus says the Lord:
"Cursed is the man who trusts in human beings,
who seeks his strength in flesh,
whose heart turns away from the Lord.
He is like a barren bush in the desert
that enjoys no change of season,
but stands in a lava waste,
a salt and empty earth"
(Jeremiah 17:5-6).
Forgive us,
merciful Father
for turning away from you,
and turning away from our
neighbors especially the sick
many other Lazarus
we ignore at our doorsteps;
forgive us in believing more
in ourselves,
in our science and technology,
ideologies and philosophies
that stretch our rights and freedom
forgetting all about our responsibilities;
how foolish,
O God,
that we insist on our
beliefs and misplaced trust
in ourselves,
in everything that is passing
and temporary for as long
as it is self-serving
that we become like
a barren bush
or shrub in the desert,
drying up,
dying,
hoping for the rains
that would never come.
Awaken us,
Lord
from this foolishness
and let us arise
to return to you
until there is time.
Photo by author, Hidden Valley, Laguna, February 2025.
Thus says the Lord:
"Blessed is the man
who trusts in the Lord,
whose hope is the Lord.
He is like a tree planted beside
waters that stretches out its roots
to the stream; it fears not the heat
when it comes, its leaves stay green;
in the year of drought it shows no distress,
but still bears fruit"
(Jeremiah 17:7-8).
Let me find my way back
to you, God our Father;
let me be like that tree
planted beside the stream,
beside you,
in you,
trusting you alone;
let me be rooted in you,
Father,
filled with life
and meaning;
deepen my roots in you,
Father,
listening more to your voice
of wisdom
and truth
that are inconvenient
in this age of instants
comfort.
Photo by author, Malagos, Davao City, 18 August 2018.
Lord Jesus Christ,
you have given me with so much
and I have given so little;
let me give more of myself
to you so I can give
and share you more
with others;
keep me rooted in you
as I surrender myself to you,
doing your most holy will.
Amen.

Lent is setting things right

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Tuesday, Second Week in Lent, 03 March 2026
Isaiah 1:10, 16-20 + + + Matthew 23:1-12
Photo by author, Ephesus, Turkiye, November 2025.
Praise and glory
to you, O Lord,
God our Father!
You are most gracious
and kind despite our sins
you still call us to come to
you.

Come now, let us set things right, says the Lord: Though your sins be like scarlet, they may become white as snow; though they be crimson red, they may become white as wool (Isaiah 1:18).

You are indeed 
a loving God,
dear Father,
inviting us your sinful
children to "come now",
inviting us to a conversation,
always believing change is
possible even if most often
we are not willing to come
to you; give us the humility
and firm resolve to accept
finally your invitation
to come and set things right
so that we may become
a people of justice;
let us come to you,
Lord to be reconciled,
to wash myself clean,
to start anew in you again.
O dear Jesus,
you have been inviting me
for so long to come to you,
to return to you
but I still refuse to believe,
refusing to accept and welcome
you because I feel
I am doomed and hopeless;
open my heart to you,
Jesus, make me "willing
and obedient"
to set things right.
Amen.
Photo by Ms. Kei Abad, Kawaguchiko Lake (Fujisan), 23 November 2025.

Lent is mercy of God

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Monday in the Second Week of Lent, 02 March 2026
Daniel 9:4-10 + + + Luke 6:36-38
Photo by Juan Pablo Serrano on Pexels.com
Your words today,
O Lord Jesus
are short but give
much to reflect on:
"Be merciful...
stop judging...
stop condemning...
Forgive...
Give."
Jesus,
teach me to be
"shamefaced"
like Daniel in the first
reading: it is not enough
that I realize my sinfulness,
of my wickedness in refusing
to love, in turning away from you,
in disregarding your words
over and over and still -
be forgiven and loved.

Jesus said to his disciples: “Be merciful, just as your Father is merciful” (Luke 6:36).

So often in life,
I forget the Father's
mercy that I have totally
been oblivious to being
merciful; thank you Jesus
in giving this comparison today,
of being merciful as the Father
is merciful.
What a shame
of how often I look up
to myself as so good,
so righteous
against others
that I judge
and condemn them;
teach me to be like
you, Lord: merciful,
non-judgmental,
forgiving;
most of all,
teach me to give
freely like you, Lord;
remind me always
to remember your
mercy on me
to realize that
more than an ideal,
mercy is about
how it feels
in my own life.
Lord Jesus Christ,
you have given me with
so much love and mercy,
kindness and forgiveness
of sins but I have refused
to be merciful with others;
have mercy on me, Lord
and let me be merciful
like the Father.
Amen.

“It is good to be here” in Lent, Lord

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Second Sunday in Lent, Cycle A, 01 March 2026
Genesis 12:1-4 +++ 2 Timothy 1:8-10 +++ Matthew 17:1-9
Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, March 2023.

Despite the sweltering heat of summer, I have always loved the season of Lent when everything is subdued in liturgy – no Gloria nor Alleluia with the altar bare without flowers. It is during this season when we listen to a rich selection of readings from the Sacred Scriptures with music so solemn to guide us in our reflections and prayers to be converted and reconciled with God through one another especially those we have hurt or offended us.

That is why Lent is so beautiful because it is a call for transformation and transfiguration in Jesus Christ, when we are renewed as beloved children of God our Father. As we have reflected on Ash Wednesday, Lent is a coming home to God.

After six days Jesus took Peter, James, and John his brother, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. And he was transfigured before them; his face shone like the sun and his clothes became white as light. And behold, Moses and Elijah appeared to them, conversing with him. Then Peter said to Jesus in reply, “Lord, it is good that we are here. If you wish, I will make three tents here, one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah” (Matthew 17:1-4).

Church of the Transfiguration, Mount Tabor in Israel; photo from wikimedia.org.

Every second Sunday in Lent, we listen to the gospel account of Jesus Christ’s transfiguration at Mount Tabor that shows us the inseparability of the Cross and of the Resurrection, the tragedy of Good Friday and the glory of Easter Sunday.

Matthew, Mark and Luke shared the same event with minor variations in their respective account, agreeing on the basic details of the scene that happened on a high mountain six days after Jesus identified himself at Caesarea Philippi as the Christ or Messiah who shall suffer and die but rise again on the third day.

What I like most of the common details mentioned by the three evangelists in their accounts of the transfiguration were the words spoken by Peter to Jesus, “Lord, it is good that we are here.” So lovely.

Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, March 2024.

Many times we are like Peter who tell Jesus the same words “Lord, it is good that we are here” without really knowing what we are saying. And surprisingly, we often speak these words to Jesus during those moments when we feel him most incomprehensible – hindi maintindihan just like during that scene at the transfiguration.

We have been saying since Ash Wednesday that “life is Lent” – a daily journey to God’s loving presence within us and among us. Life is a daily ascent, of coming close to God that is never easy.

We all struggle in our prayer life because prayer is stripping ourselves naked before God, confronting our true selves. That’s difficult but transformative, making us grow to become better persons.

So many of us could not even keep up with the Sunday Mass, God’s third commandment, “Remember to keep holy the Sabbath day.”

But, thanks be to God that there are moments of prayers and during the celebration of sacraments when we feel so high in the Lord’s presence we could not understand nor explain yet, feel so good to be there.

There were times when we truly heard Jesus telling us, teaching us how to overcome great temptations and trials in life that after being spared from all the troubles and sins, we felt so good to be there with the Lord.

Or, how can we forget those times we faced the most severe difficulties we have had in life when we have lost a loved one, or we have experienced defeat and failure, painful sufferings like sickness or betrayal when we felt so down, so empty and depleted but also felt the gentle touch of Jesus through the kindness of some strangers or faithful friends, inspiring us to rise and be not afraid to start anew in life, convinced that it is good to be there in the Lord.

Recall those times when it was the face of Jesus we saw on those familiar people or even strangers who shared with us the warmth of being welcomed, of being loved, of being forgiven that made us feel so good to be with the Lord.

Our most difficult moments, our most trying times are when we get better, when we mature and grow, when we are transformed in Jesus Christ. Many times, we hardly understand what is going on except that we believe and hold on to Jesus our Lord despite the many temptations that come our way to follow the ways of the world. But, experience have shown us that doing that is not good at all.

Photo by author, Lent 2021.

As we have reflected last Sunday, life is a Lent, a wilderness with so many voices competing for our attention. Many times we listen more to the voice of the devil that lure us into taking shortcuts and instant routes than follow the word of God that tells us to wait and persevere.

This Sunday, Matthew intensifies that call to us to listen to God’s call and voice when during the transfiguration a voice was heard saying, “This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased; listen to him” (17:5).

After the transfiguration of Jesus, everything he shall be telling us is to forget ourselves, take up our cross and follow him.

St. Paul insists this to Timothy in our second reading today, to “bear our share of hardship for the gospel with the strength that comes from God” (2Tim.1:8). Likewise, the story of the call of Abram in the first reading reminds us of our same call from the same God to leave our comfort zones to a life of blessedness, of holiness.

It is always good to be with the Lord; and wherever he is, there we must always be (Jn.12:26). Jesus is always where there is love and kindness, mercy and justice, poverty and emptiness. Even death and darkness for that is when and where we are transformed and transfigured in Christ. That is why it is good that we are with him always. Let us pray:

Lord Jesus, there are so many things I do not understand in this life, especially when I have to be silent to be with you in prayer, to forget myself and carry my cross and follow you in the path of simplicity, kindness and service; but, one thing though is clear: it is when I am with you, even when I could not see clearly everything, that is when I feel peace and fulfillment within, when I feel so good to be here with you. Let me ramain in you, Jesus. Amen.

Church of the Transfiguration, Mount Tabor, Holy Land; from custodia.org.

Lent is going beyond normal

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Friday in the First Week of Lent, 27 February 2026
Ezekiel 18:21-28 + + + Matthew 5:20-26
Photo by Dra. Mylene A. Abad Santos, MD, February 2021.
Thank you,
dear Father for the
first week of Lent about
to end; much is still to be
desired to be closer to you,
to be faithful to you,
to be one in you;
teach me in your Son Jesus
to go beyond the letters of
your laws,
to go beyond the minimum
requirements,
to go beyond of what is asked
of us in order to be more
loving to others in you:

Jesus said to his disciples: “I tell you, unless your righteousness surpasses that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will not enter into the Kingdom of heaven” (Matthew 5:20).

Photo by Dra. Mylene A. Abad Santos, MD, February 2021.
Teach us to be holy
or righteous
like you;
make us whole,
to be different
and be radical by
going back to you
our very roots of being
and existence;
instead taking the path
of supremacy especially
when we are angry
that we are unafraid of
breaking away from others,
insisting on what is right
than on what is good,
let us be reconciled
with you in others
and in our very selves
where peace remains
the best to have.
To go beyond
than what is required
is to be humble and gentle
like you, dear Jesus,
caring more for people
and relationships
than on being right
which often is not the case;
holiness
or righteousness
is confronting and accepting
our limitations
so that your infinite power
of love and mercy
may work in us
and through us,
Lord Jesus.
Photo by Dra. Mylene A. Abad Santos, MD, February 2021.
Lent is going beyond
the ordinary
because it is about
choosing you, Lord
above all else always:
you never condemn us
letting go and forgetting
of our past sins when we
choose to finally live in
your presence doing your will;
however,
let us not be complacent
in your presence, Lord
for our good record
can be undone completely
when we refuse to love
you in others.
O Lord Jesus,
you have given me
with so much chances
to become better;
help me to remain in you
so I can also give more
chances
more mercy
and more love
to others lost and trying
to find you.
Amen.

Lent is being rooted in God

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Tuesday in the First Week of Lent, 24 February 2026
Isaiah 55:10-11 + + + Matthew 6:7-15
Photo by author, somewhere in the SCTEx, November 2018.
Today I borrow
the words of your servant,
Lord Jesus Christ,
the late Fr. John Main, OSB
who wrote that
"The meaning of life
is the mystery of Love.
Just as the roots of trees
hold firm in the soil,
so it is the roots of love
that hold the ground
of our being together."
Keep me rooted in you,
God our Father;
keep me rooted in your love
in Jesus Christ your Son;
water and nourish me
with your words of life
so I may grow tall,
spread my branches,
bloom and bear fruit
to share your love and
kindness and mercy
with others;
keep me rooted in you,
Lord,
strong and firm
to weather the harshest
storms and summer
in life, still full of sap,
still full of life.
Lord Jesus,
you have given me with so much
and I have given so little;
teach me to give more
of myself to you
so I can give more of you
and of your love
to others.
Amen.
Photo by author, Ephesus, Turkiye, November 2025.

Lent is listening, trusting God

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
First Sunday in Lent-A, 22 February 2026
Genesis 2:7-9, 3:1-7 + Romans 5:12-19 + Matthew 4:1-11
Photo from earth.com.

We now live in a world so noisy with many voices competing for our attention. Everybody is talking including cars and elevators, phones and gadgets and apps with names Siri and Alexa. So often, it is from these competing voices come our temptations in life, too.

In his first Lenten Message, Pope Leo XIV invites us to listen more to the word of God in order to be converted anew to Him. He said it so well that “The willingness to listen is the first way we demonstrate our desire to enter into a relationship with someone.”

Very true! And the question this first Sunday in Lent asks us is, whose voice do I follow? Because the voice we listen most is likely the one we prefer or love most – in fact, it could be the voice of the one we keep a relationship with!

That is the tragic truth of the story of the fall of Adam and Eve in the first reading today – they listened more to the voice of the devil signified by the serpent than to God who warned them not to eat the forbidden fruit.

And that continues to happen every day in our lives! That is why to sin is not merely to turn away from God but actually a refusal to love because sin is rejecting a relationship with God to whom we must listen to. This we see today in Matthew’s version of the temptations of Christ in the desert.

At that time Jesus was led by the Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. He fasted for forty days and forty nights, and afterwards he was hungry. The tempter approached and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, command that these stones become loaves of bread.” He said in reply, “It is written: One does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes forth from the mouth of God” (Matthew 4:1-4).

Detail of “The Temptation of Jesus According to St. Matthew” on the wall of St. Mark’s Cathedral in Venice, Italy. Photo from psephizo.com.

Right at the start, Jesus made it clear by quoting the Sacred Scriptures, the word of God, that “One does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes forth from the mouth of God.”

Jesus, the Word who became flesh to live among us tells us clearly today that same truth. God’s word is life when He created everything by just speaking. Any voice that leads to destruction is from the devil, the father of fake news. And the devil’s biggest lie we must always avoid is making and having things easily. See how until now every fake news is always about “instants” like instant food and health, instant solution to everything without realizing its sinful effects as well as side effects that may actually harm us more.

Listening is an art because it teaches us to be patient, to wait and most of all, to persevere which leads us to perfection and excellence. Haste always makes waste. When we listen, we become patient, choosing to wait than take shortcuts or get instants that avoid difficulties and hardships like gambling to be wealthy without working, or cheating to pass exams without learning as well as freedom without responsibilities.

Then the devil took him to the holy city, and made him stand on then parapet of the temple, and said to him, “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down. For it is written: ‘He will command is angels concerning you’ and ‘with their hands they will support you, lest you dash your foot against a stone.'” Jesus answered him, “Again, it is written, You shall not put the Lord your God to the test” (Matthew 4:5-7).

Photo by author, Domiican Hills, Baguio City, January 2019.

More than an art, listening is a virtue because it demands silence which is a fullness wherein we are able to listen and distinguish every voice and sound so that we may choose which to listen to and follow.

The word “listen” is the palindrome of “silent” – we listen best in silence to hear God, others and our very selves.

When we learn to be silent, we also become more trusting because when we trust, we speak less and listen more. The most silent people are the also the most trusting. When we trust, we wait and avoid shortcuts and instants.

The voice of God stirs our inner self, not just our senses because His voice leads us to deeper realities and meanings in life. Remember that Jesus eventually fed more than five thousand people from just five loaves of bread and two pieces of fish when He saw them already prepared inside their hearts and soul; when Jesus felt them more open to God than to the world, then He gave them bread and fish for their stomach.

Notice how the devil’s temptation to Jesus continues among us with those voices calling us to overly assert ourselves, to be influencers and clout chasers or content creators to be praised and followed by everyone when actually is all about wealth and money, and of course, power. It is the voice of control and manipulation. How sad that many of us gobble their lies completely, consuming everything, filling ourselves even with trash.

The voice of God calls us to sacrifice, to bear pains and sufferings not to be overburdened in life but for us to see God especially among those mostly in need like the poor and marginalized. Often, the voice of God is the softest and tiniest in our hearts calling us to simply trust Him by doing the simplest things like smiling to strangers, easing the pain of those lonely and sad, giving bread to the poor and hungry. Listening to the silence of God enables us to trust Him more that we learn to share and forget ourselves. Then, we grow and mature truly as persons.

Then the devil took him up to a very high mountain, and showed him all the kingdoms of the world in their magnificence, and he said to him, “All these I shall give you, if you will prostrate yourself and worship me.” At this, Jesus said to him, “Get away, Satan! It is written: The Lord, your God, shall you worship and him alone shall you serve.” Then the devil left him and, behold, angels came and ministered to him (Matthew 4:8-11).

Photo by Lara Jameson on Pexels.com

Again, we go back to Pope Leo XIV’s Lenten Message about listening as “the first way we demonstrate our desire to enter into a relationship with someone.”

Don’t you feel sad at the sight of today’s everyday life where everyone has something in their ears, whether the tiny earpods or the headset/headphone?

What used to be insane like talking by one’s self has now become a status symbol as everyone looks crazy speaking by themselves through modern devices amid a crowd while walking or seated anywhere conversing to somebody at the other end of their lines unmindful, oblivious of the persons around them. May sariling mundo.

Many these days have created their own worlds and universe with them at its center through our new Baal, the cellphone – the very first thing everyone is looking for after waking up and the last thing in everyone’s hand before sleeping. How sad many among us today practically live in social media. What is most tragic is that all these modern means of communications were invented to bring us closer together when in fact, the more we have grown apart from each others! We are not only polarized as people but even separated from God.

The third temptation of the devil to Jesus continues with us today with all those voices telling us to forget God and morality and truth so that we become popular by being viral and trending. It is the biggest scam and fake news of all by the devil – of us being the “master” to rule and have world with all of its luxuries and power. The voice seems harmless, as if asserting our true selves but actually destroys our being and relationships with God, with others and eventually with our very selves.

Lent is an inside journey into our hearts, of finding Jesus anew inside our hearts where He dwells. St. Paul tells us in the second reading how Jesus brought us back to God, to grace and salvation.

Lord Jesus Christ, help us not to harden our hearts today so that we may listen anew to Your voice within us to find our way back to God, to peace and to fulfillment in ourselves and in one another. Amen. Have a blessed week ahead!

Photo by author, Carmel of the Holy Family Monastery, Guiguinto, Bulacan, 22 January 2026.

Lent is restoring our broken relationships

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Friday After Ash Wednesday, 20 February 2026
Isaiah 58:1-9 +++ Matthew 9:14-15
Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, March 2024.
God our loving Father,
thank you for this 
blessed season in Lent;
grant me the true spirit
of fasting,
of emptying my self
of my pride and sins
to be filled with your Spirit,
with your word,
with your love and justice;
in my fasting
and self-emptying,
help me create a space within
that shall restore 
my broken relationships
with you,
with others,
and even with my true self. 

This, rather, is the fasting that I wish: Releasing those bound unjustly, untying the thongs of the yoke; setting free the appressed, breaking every yoke… Then your light shall break forth like the dawn, and your wound shall quickly be healed; your vindication shall go before you, and the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer, you shall cry for help, and he will say: Here I am! (Isaiah 58:6, 8-9)

Show me, Lord Jesus
those "bonds of injustice"
and "thongs of the yoke"
you are calling me
to undo;
it is so easy to identify
the many injustices
and oppression
happening in the society
that are indications
of the very inequalities
I do against my family members,
to those in my close circle of friends
and those around me.
Let me fast,
Lord,
according to your
desire and design
that is to make you present
among us so that
whenever anyone would
cry to you for help,
they may hear through me
your voice and presence,
"Here I am!"
Lord Jesus Christ,
you have given me
with so much
and I have given you
with so little;
teach me
to give more of myself,
more of my time,
most especially,
more of you
in me.
Amen.
Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, March 2024.

Lent is taking up my cross

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Thursday after Ash Wednesday, 19 February 2026
Deuteronomy30:15-20 +++ Luke 9:22-25
Can my life,
or life itself be separated
from you, my God?
Then he said to all,
"If anyone wishes to come after me,
he must deny himself
and take up his cross daily
and follow me.
For whoever
wishes to save his life
will lose it,
but whoever loses his life
for my sake will save it"
(Luke 9:23-24).
As I immerse myself to your
words today, Jesus,
I remember so many occasions
when I was younger always
trying to save my life,
simply clinging to my life,
or asserting my life,
that's when I lost in every count:
it seems to me now that when
we are young - and strong -
we choose ourselves more,
insist on ourselves,
even shouting deep within
"It's my life"...!
Sad truth is,
we lost always as we
felt most empty,
no direction,
no meaning
in life.
When life is too cushy,
without any problems and
challenges,
that is when life is
deep in serious trouble.
It is not even life at all
but felt like death!
But, Lord,
I remember too
that since I took that dive,
when I thought less of my self,
when I started following you,
of losing my life for your sake,
that was when I found meaning
and fullness in life,
when I truly save my life;
it was a bumpy road, Lord -
you know it very well
how many times I stopped along
the way to choose my own path,
even dared leaving you but
you were always there waiting
for me, walking with me even
in the opposite direction just to
bring me back to you
to gain my life in you.
Glory and praise to you,
Lord Jesus!
Your words are not
just a rhetoric,
nor a poetic overstatement
of a guru or a teacher
but actualizing words of
the Son of God,
our Savior and Messiah;
you have given me with so much
and I have given you so little;
teach me to give more of myself
to you so that I can give myself to
others by giving more of you in
loving service.
Let me choose you always,
Jesus, for life itself cannot be
separated from you
who is life yourself.
Amen.