Being grateful

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Friday in the Nineteenth Week in Ordinary Time, Year I, 18 August 2023
Joshua 24:1-13   ><]]]]'> + ><]]]]'> + ><]]]]'>   Matthew 19:3-12
Photo by author, Mt. St. Paul, La Trinidad, Benguet, 2017.
Loving Father,
teach me to be grateful
not only for everything I have
but also for everything those
who have come ahead of me
have had.

Many times,
I thank you only for
what I have without seeing
these are just a continuation of
your previous blessings - like
the gift of a country and nation,
the gift of a family, of a religion,
of a school, of everything I 
hold and value like freedom,
of everything I now so enjoy 
that were merely passed on
to us like what Joshua reminded
your people upon settling in the 
Promised Land.

Joshua addressed all the people: “Thus says the Lord, the God of Israel: I gave you a land which you had not tilled and cities which you had not built, to dwell in; you have eaten of vineyards and olive groves which you did not plant.”

Joshua 2,13
Forgive us, dear God
not just for being ungrateful
for your blessings but for even
altering their very nature
to suit our own desires
and selfish motives like 
sex and marriage:
"Some Pharisees approached Jesus,
and tested him, saying, 'Is it lawful
for a man to divorce his wife 
for any cause?'" (Matthew 19:3).
Forgive us, dear Father,
for the hardness of our hearts,
in turning away from your intentions,
in going against your own will 
for the gifts you have given
and change them to the ways
and dictates of the world.
Amen.

Healing our community

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Wednesday, Memorial of San Roque, Healer, 16 August 2023
Deuteronomy 34:1-12   ><)))*> + ><)))*> + ><)))*>   Matthew 18:15-20
Photo by author, view of Israel from Mt. Nebo in Jordan, May 2019.
God our loving Father,
today we thank you for the gift
of another popular saint among us,
San Roque or St. Rock of France;
he was like Moses, Joshua,
and our Lord Jesus Christ
who primarily worked for the
"healing" of our community,
of your chosen people.

Invoked in time of pestilence
like in the recent pandemic,
San Roque cared and cured many 
sick people infected during a plague
in Italy in the 14th century;
when he caught the disease himself,
he hid in the woods to die so that
others may not be infected through him;
but, in your divine providence, O Lord,
you sent him a dog that licked his wounds
and brought him bread until he was saved 
by its owner until he could finally get home 
to settle the disputes among his relatives 
when an uncle usurped his position
and inheritance from his late father,
the former governor of Montpellier.
Today you remind us, O Lord,
to always care for the unity of
our community that includes our
family, our church, our school even our
office where you call us to gather as one;
like Moses who spent all his life
keeping your chosen people united in you,
may we also work for the common good 
of our designated community.

What a beautiful sight to behold of Moses
seeing the Promised Land from Jordan!
More than our home here on earth,
give us a glimpse of your heavenly
dwelling, dear God, by continuing
your works of leading our community
close to you like Joshua who succeeded Moses.
Teach us to forgive and correct
those who sin and err with humility
and sole concern of being good
and holy like you, O God,
never to put others into shame
nor to look as better than others;
in the name of Jesus Christ your Son,
help us to work for our unity so that
"whenever two or three of us are
gathered in his name, he may truly be
in our midst" (Mt.18:20), 
reflected and mirrored in our community
as we live in justice and mercy,
love and kindness
and holiness.
Amen.
Photo by author, view of Israel from Mt. Nebo, Jordan, May 2019.

Maria, Kaban ng Tipan

Lawiswis ng Salita ni P. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Ika-15 ng Agosto 2023
Larawan kuha ng may-akda, bukang-liwayway sa Camp John Hay, Baguio noong 12 Hulyo 2023.

Kamakailan ay naglathala ako dito sa aking blog na wala nang birthday pang ipinagdiriwang sa langit. Ito rin ang dahilan kaya tama ang mga tambay at tomador sa kanto sa kanilang awitin na “sa langit ay walang beer” kasi nga walang birthday sa langit!

Tunghayan aking paliwag, https://lordmychef.com/2023/07/26/may-birthday-pa-ba-sa-langit/.

Ito ang dahilan kaya ang kapistahan ng ating mga banal ay ipinagdiriwang sa kanilang araw ng kamatayan o kaya sa petsa kung kailan inilipat kanilang mga labi o bangkay. Ito rin ang dahilan kaya sa araw na ito, ika-15 ng Agosto ay ating ipinagdiriwang ang pag-aakyat sa langit sa Mahal na Birheng Maria bagamat hindi siya namatay na katulad ng ibang mga santo at santa o ng mga tao.

Ipinapahayag sa ating pananampalataya batay sa mga tradisyon at pagninilay, hindi dumanas ng “kamatayan” tulad ng ating nalalaman ang Birheng Maria. Sa ating kamalayan at kaalaman, nakakatakot ang kamatayan dahil ito ay mahirap, masakit at malagim. Iyan ay dahil sa ating kasalanan. Sabi ni San Agustin noon, kahit hindi nagkasala ang tao, daranas pa rin siya ng kamatayan ngunit hindi ito mahirap o masakit at malagim. Kumbaga, sa isang kisap-mata maaring mangyari ang kamatayan na walang kahirap-hirap.

Iyon ang dinanas ni Maria, nakatulog kaya sa Inggles ang tawag ay dormition of Mary.

Icon ng “Dormition” o Pagtulog ni Maria na iginuhit ni El Greco noong ika-16 na siglo mula sa en.wikipedia.org.

Gayon din naman, sa kanyang pagtulog, iniakyat ng Diyos si Maria sa langit katawan at kaluluwa upang maging kauna-unahan sa mga nilalang na magtamo ng kaganapan ng pangako ni Jesus na muling mabubuhay ang mga namatay sa wakas ng panahon. Dahil hindi naman “namatay” si Maria kaya hindi rin naagnas o nawasak kanyang katawan kaya siya naman ay kaagad na ring iniakyat ng Diyos sa langit. Ito rin ang ating sasapitin na siyang ating inaasam-asam balang araw sa wakas ng panahon kapag tayo ay papasok din ng langit, katawan at kaluluwa.

Larawan kuha ni Fr. Gerry Pascual sa Santuario di Greccio, Rieti, Italy, 2019.

Kaya naman sa araw na ito ay ipinaalala sa ating ng Dakilang Kapistahan ng Pag-aakyat sa langit kay Maria na ang landas patungong langit ay nagsisimula dito sa lupang ibabaw.

Pagmasdan kung paano sa ating Ebanghelyo ating napakinggan ang pagdalaw ni Maria sa kanyang pinsang Elizabeth na tuwang-tuwang at nagpupuri sa kanyang pagpapalang tinanggap sa Diyos. Sa halip na papurihan din niya si Elizabeth, ang pinuri ni Maria ay ang Diyos sa pag-awit ng Magnificat.

At sinabi ni Maria, “Ang puso ko’y nagpupuri sa Panginoon, at nagagalak ang aking espiritu dahil sa Diyos na aking Tagapagligtas. Sapagkat nilingaop niya ang kanyang abang alipin! At mula ngayon, ako’y tatawaging mapalad ng lahat ng salinlahi.”

Lukas 1:46-48

Dito pa lamang atin nang makikita kung paanong sa buhay ng Mahal na Birheng Maria ay magkatali at hindi mapaghihiwalay kanyang tuwa at galak sa pagliligtas ng Diyos at ang kanyang hapis sa paanan ng Krus ni Jesus.

Si Maria ang una at pangunahing alagad ni Kristo sapagkat siya ang unang tumanggang at tumalima sa Salita na naging tao, si Jesus. Sa buong buhay niya, si Jesus ang kanyang dinala at binahagi sa lahat maging sa pagsisimula ng Inang Simbahan nang kasama si Maria ang mga apostol na nananalangin sa silid nang bumaba ang Espiritu Santo noong Pentekostes.

Kaya naman tinagurian din si Maria bilang Kaban ng Tipan o Ark of the Covenant dahil siya ang nagdala ng Diyos Anak sa kayang sinapupunan.

Matatandaan na noong nasa ilang ang mga Israelita, nagpagawa ang Diyos kay Moises ng kaban upang doon ilagak ang dalawang tapyas ng bato na kinasusulatan ng kanyang Sampung Utos. Itinatago noon sa tolda o kubol ang Kaban ng Tipan bilang tanda ng kapanatilihan ng Diyos. Tuwing papasok si Moises sa tolda kung saan naroon ang Kaban ng Tipan, bumababa ang ulap ng Diyos tanda na naroon siya sa tolda kausap si Moises. Tanging mga pari mula sa lahit ni Levi (kaya Levita ang tawa sa kanilang pari) lamang ang maaring magpasan ng Kaban ng Tipan ng Diyos.

Nang mayari ang templo ng Jerusalem, doon inilagak ang Kaban ng Tipan kaya naman hindi lamang kapitolyo ng mga Hudyo ang lungsod na ito kungdi ito rin ang gitna ng sandaigdigan at maging ng kalawakan sapagkat naroon ang Diyos sa templo sa Jerusalem. Nang mawasak ang templo ng Jerusalem, nawala na rin ang Kaban ng Tipan. Iyong “wailing wall of Jerusalem” na dinarasalan ng mga Hudyo at mga peregrinong Kristiyano ang natitirang labi ng bahagi ng templo na pinakamalapit sa pinaglagyan ng Kaban ng Tipan ng Diyos. Banal na lunan iyon sapagkat iyon ang pinakamalapit sa pinaglagyan ng Kaban.

Larawan kuha ng may-akda, Jerusalem, 2017.

Ngayong Dakilang Kapistahan ng Pag-aakyat kay Maria sa langit ay maganda ring balikan ang litanya ng Birheng Maria na nagsasabi sa kanya bilang “Kaban ng Tipan” na siya ring nakita ni Juan sa kanyang pangitain ukol sa mga magaganap sa wakas ng panahon.

Nabuksan ang templo ng Diyos sa langit, at nakita ko ang Kaban ng Tipan.

Pahayag 11:19

Nakakatawang isipin na mula sa Hollywood sa pelikulang Raiders of the Lost Ark kung saan bida si Harrison Ford bilang Prof. Indiana Jones, kalaban niya ang mga Aleman noong ikalawang digmaang pandaigdig sa paghahanap sa Kaban ng Tipan dahil sa paniniwalang ito ang pinaka-mabisang sandata sa lahat dahil sa angking kapangyarihan.

Hindi na natin kailangan pang hanapin iyon o ano mang anting-anting upang maging makapangyarihan. Tularan lamang natin si Maria sa pagiging kaban o lagakan ni Jesus sa ating pagkatao ay sapat na. Wala tayong hindi mapagtatagumpayanan kung ang Diyos ang nananahan sa ating katawan at katauhan.

“The Assumption of the Virgin” ng Italian Renaissance painter na si Titian, ginawa sa isang simbahan sa Venice noong 1518. Larawan mula sa wikidata.org.

Sa Banal na Misa ang Diyos ay ating napakikinggan sa kanyang mga salita ngunit ito ba ay ating naisasabuhay tulad ni Maria?

Sa Banal na Misa ating tinatanggap si Jesus, Katawan at Dugo sa Banal na Komunyon ngunit siya ba ang nababanaagan sa ating sarili at pamumuhay, salita at gawa?

Sa panahong ito na lumalayo na at binabale-wala ng maraming tao ang Diyos, maging paalala sa atin nawa na maging katulad ni Maria sa pagiging Kaban din ng Tipan ng Diyos, tagapagdala at tagapaghatid ni Jesus sa mga tao hindi lamang sa salita kungdi sa gawa.

Nawa sa ating pagdiriwang ng Dakilang Kapistahan ng Pag-aakyat sa Langit kay Maria, masalamin din sa atin ang inaasam-asam nating buhay na walang hanggan sa langit sa pamumuhay natin sa mapagmahal na paglilingkod lalo sa mga may-sakit at nahihirapan. Sila nawa ay mabuhayan ng loob na magwawakas din kanilang pagdurusa at balang araw makakamit buhay na walang hanggan sa tulong at panalangin ng ating Mahal na Ina si Maria. Amen.

O Blessed Virgin Mary!

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Tuesday, Solemnity of the Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary, 15 August 2023
Revelation 11:19, 12:1-6, 10 ><}}}*> 1 Corinthian 15:20-27 ><}}}*> Luke 1:39-56
“The Assumption of the Virgin” by Italian Renaissance painter Titian completed in 1518 for the main altar of Frari church in Venice. Photo from wikidata.org.
Glory and praise to you,
O God our loving Father
in calling the Blessed Virgin Mary
to be the Mother of your Son
our Lord Jesus Christ!
In calling her to bring into
the world Jesus Christ,
we are saved;
in calling her to be the Mother of Jesus,
we are given the chance to
bring Jesus too
by being like her.
Like the Virgin Mary,
let us cooperate with your grace
O Lord by being open, listening 
your word always;
likewise, may we also believe and act
on your word O Lord like Mary;
most of all, may we be one with you,
dear Jesus in your Passion and Death
on the Cross like Mary so we may join
you in your Resurrection too.
As we celebrate this
Solemnity of Mary's Assumption
Body and Soul into heaven,
may we keep in mind this is our lofty goal
in life, that while here on earth,
let our admiration and joy
for Christ's coming be inseparable
from his pains and sufferings;
O most blessed Virgin Mary,
truly the Ark of the New Covenant
as you entered heaven to share
in Christ's glory,
pray for us still on our earthly pilgrimage;
may we also be your Son's tabernacle
like you who visited Elizabeth
to affirm God's mission for us to make
him known and felt in this world
that has turned away from him
and from each other, 
choosing to believe more 
in science and technology;
may through our lives of holiness
like you, O blessed Mother Mary, 
may we show others
a glimpse of the heavenly glory
God assures us.
 Amen.

What God wants from us

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Monday, Memorial of St. Maximilian Kolbe, Priest and Martyr, 14 August 2023
Deuteronomy 10:12-22   ><]]]]'> + ><]]]]'> + ><]]]]'>   Matthew 17:22-27
Photo by author, Bolinao, Pangasinan, April 2022.

Glory and praise to you,
God our loving Father,
for speaking to us again today
through Moses in the first
reading; for the first time,
he finally gave us the important
question we never ask,
we always avoid,
and take for granted:

"And now, Israel, 
what does the Lord,
your God, ask of you?"
(Deuteronomy 10:12).
Forgive us, dear Father,
for never asking this important
question of "What do you ask of us?"
because very often we are so
occupied with our selves, with all
of our pursuits for fame and power,
wealth and security;
we rarely ask this question because
we are afraid of commitments,
we are afraid of sharing,
we are afraid of serving,
we are afraid of being true
and just, fair and honest,
most of all, of finding you
in our neighbors!
Forgive us, Lord our God,
for playing god like you,
lording it over your whole creation
destroying earth as we exploit
its resources for more power
to dominate others and worst,
in deciding who must live,
 who must die;
teach us to be like
St. Maximilian Kolbe,
the Patron Saint of Our Difficult Century
who gave his entire life serving
you through modern means of
communications to spread your truth
and good news that is why he was 
imprisoned by the Nazis in Auschwitz
where he eventually gave up his life
for another man about to be executed.
Help us O Lord to always
keep in mind you alone is our God
whom we must serve in those in need,
for those neglected,
the poor and the sick;
like St. Maximilian Kolbe,
may we ask always
what you want from us
and strive by your grace,
to fulfill your will.
Amen.
St. Maximilian Kolbe,
Pray for us!

God in the “eye of the storm”

The Lord Is My Chef Sunday Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Sunday in the Nineteenth Week of Ordinary Time, Cycle A, 13 August 2023
1 Kings 19:9, 11-13 ><}}}}*> Romans 9:1-5 ><}}}}*> Matthew 14:22-33
The well-defined eye at the center of the storm Hurricane Florence seen from the International Space Station taken by astronaut Alexander Gerst in 12 September 2018, https://www.nasa.gov/image-feature/staring-down-hurricane-florence.

Our gospel this Sunday speaks of winds and storms, something we have experienced recently that brought so much rains and caused widespread floods even in Metro Manila.

Storms and typhoons are categorized by the winds they pack that induce the heavy rains which result in floods. At the center of every storm and typhoon is called the “eye” which is its most calm part without winds at all, even with clear skies; however, all the hazards and dangers of a storm come from the wall of that eye of the storm that is why we have the expression “lull in the storm” – that moment of calmness before suddenly everything breaks loose as the storm passes or pummels an area.

Our first reading and gospel today imply something about this “eye of the storm” where God is found, where Jesus comes. Both readings tell us that it is not really in the raging storm where we find God but right in that eye of the storm, the peace and stillness of our heart within.

Photo by author, Katmon Nature Sanctuary & Beach Resort, Infanta, Quezon, 04 March 2023.

In the first reading, God told Elijah to wait for him at the entrance of the cave as he fled from soldiers of Queen Jezebel out to kill him. First came a strong wind, followed by an earthquake, then, fire, but God was nowhere.

After these shattering events, Elijah found God in a “tiny whispering sound” that followed. What a beautiful imagery of the prophet deep in prayers! It was in his serenity, in his complete trust in the Lord – in the eye of a storm – that he found God and had to cover his face with a cloak as a sign of respect. Imagine the stormy condition of Elijah at that time, of being hunted.

Here we find again the importance of prayer life, the eye of the storm, our communion with God in Jesus Christ. It is in prayer where God first comes and reveals himself to us. More than the recitation of traditional prayers, prayer is being one with God, of wrestling with him in our inner selves that is always in turmoil, always with a storm that makes us choose whether to stay or to leave, to wait for God or go ahead with what we believe and think. Prayer is wrestling with God like Jacob because deep within us is always a storm and typhoon going on, with an eye as its center where God is, where Jesus walks on water to save us when like his apostles we are in the middle of a storm at the darkest hour of the night.

Photo by author, sunrise at the Lake of Galilee, Israel, May 2017.

When the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. “It is a ghost,” they said, and they cried out in fear. At once Jesus spoke to them, “Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid.” Peter said to him in reply, “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on the water.” He said, “come.” Peter got out the boat and began to walk on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw how strong the wind was he became frightened; and, beginning to sink, he cried out, “Lord, save me!” Immediately Jesus stretched out his hand and caught him, and said to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” After they got into the boat, the wind died down. Those who were in the boat did him homage, saying, “Truly, you are the Son of God.”

Matthew 14:26-33

These two instances of Elijah in the cave and Jesus walking on water show us that God is always present in our lives. Whatever is happening around us does not determine God’s presence.

What matters most is that we pay attention to him alone in Jesus, our Emmanuel or God-is-with-us. Every time we cry out “where is God?”, it is us who have left him, it is us who have doubted like Peter who even in the middle of a storm was thinking more of himself than Jesus. See how doubtful was Peter that even after Jesus had identified himself by saying “It is I” which is actually “I AM” as God had called himself to Moses and the Israelites, he dared to say “Lord, if it is you, command me to come to you on water.” How funny that when Jesus gave in to his request, Peter sank because he still doubted the Lord. Just like us when we would dare God but when he plays our games, we chicken out, still unbelieving, still unconvinced.

Is it really God whom we are seeking especially in moments of storms in life?

Photo by author, San Juan, La Union, 24 July 2023.

If all we seek is fame, comfort and pleasure even amid the storms in life, paying attention only to our selves, we would surely miss the Lord who is always beside us. People, things, events can distract us and lead us astray at critical moments in life.

Hence, the need for us to remain focused in Jesus by looking right into the very “eye of our storm”, into what is disrupting us, seeking Christ like the psalmist in our responsorial psalm today who begged, “Lord let us see your kindness, and grant us your salvation.”

In this age with so many storms of distractions outside us in a world on a 24/7 mode with almost everyone in his/her own world listening/watching to their playlists and podcasts with eyes stuck on their gadgets or stuck in their ears, do we make time to find our “eye of storm”, our center of peace and calmness where God is?

See how St. Paul in the second reading was tormented or tortured in himself because of his fellow Jews’ refusal to accept the good news that Jesus is their awaited Christ. It was a perfect storm within him that saddened him but never bothered him because he was focused with God and his mission. He had no qualms in bearing many sufferings and facing death because amid all the storms in his life, he had found Jesus. This focus on God is the reason why Jesus remained behind to pray that night when he told the Twelve to go ahead to the other side of the lake. This is the first time Matthew tells us Jesus was praying. Two things I wish to share with you regarding prayer life as the eye of our storms in life.

First, the most difficult prayer is always the most meritorious. Prayer is not about feelings nor of feeling good and light but in giving one’s self to God wholly that even if nothing seems to happen, we remain in God, with God. Desire only God in prayer, asking him for courage to find and follow Jesus. Like the apostles in the boat, true prayer happens when we feel abandoned and isolated, so far from God. It is in our many trials in life when we pray that we learn how strong and faithful are we in God’s grace!

Second, there are no distractions in prayer. I have realized that most often, the distractions we consider during prayer periods may actually be from God, not from the devil as we usually believed. Recall how Jesus forced the 12 to go ahead to the other side of the lake perhaps to test them and face their inner distractions and storms. The people, things, and events that distract us in our prayers are from God as reminders of the issues we have to face and resolve in life so we may see him clearly.

12th century mosaic in the Cathedral of the Assumption in Monreale, Sicily of Jesus saving Peter. From https://orthodoxartsjournal.org/icon-carving-of-christ-pulling-st-peter-from-the-water/.

Why do you see your enemies in your prayers? Maybe it is time to forgive them.

Why all these malicious thoughts happening during prayers? Maybe it is about time you stop watching porn and start respecting women as persons.

Why do our embarrassing moments keep on appearing in prayers? Maybe God wants us to forgive ourselves and move on with life.

They are not distractions but blessings that if we open ourselves to confront our inner storms, no strong wind from outside can topple us because we have Jesus inside us. Today is a Sunday. Go celebrate Mass in your parish. Forget all the noise and distractions you experience, be focused only on God. Find your eye of the storm in yourself and there you shall find God, loving you, comforting you, blessing you! Amen. Have a blessed week ahead.

Awesome

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Friday, Memorial of St. Clare, Virgin, 11 August 2023
Deuteronomy 4:32-40   ><}}}*> + ><}}}*> + ><}}}*>   Matthew 16:24-28
Photo by author, Camp John Hay, 12 July 2023.
"Did a people ever hear the voice of God
speaking from the midst of fire,
as you did, and live?

Or did any god venture to go and take
a nation for himself from the midst of another nation,
by testings, by signs and wonders, by war, 
with his strong hand and outstretched arm,
and by great terrors, all of which the Lord, your God,
did for you in Egypt before your very eyes?"
(Deuteronomy 4:33-34)
I heard your questions,
God our Father,
like a whisper so near
yet so loud and clear from
deep within;
and you know my answer,
so well, Lord
and yet despite my deep yes,
here I am still wandering
in the desert,
looking somewhere else,
running away from you,
doubting you
when deep within me,
I know,
I am so sure,
I have experienced
"there is no other" God
but YOU.
Of course my life is not marked
with such dramatic events as you did
to your people in the desert
but still, I could feel them,
I have felt them
and merely reading the questions by Moses
put me into silence
for deep inside me,
you have never stopped in
creating wonders
in my life that make me realize
what a gift and a privilege
to be alive!
And indeed,
as your Son Jesus Christ
had taught us, to have you
is the only valuable,
the only worthy
response of gratitude
to you, O God;
like St. Clare,
let me come after Jesus
by denying myself, 
taking my cross
and following him
in love and mercy,
kindness and fidelity,
service and intimacy.
Amen.
Photo by author, La Mesa Dam Watershed Park, Quezon City, January 2023.

Seeing Jesus

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Thursday, Feast of St. Lawrence, Deacon & Martyr, 10 August 2023
2 Corinthians 9:6-10   <*[[[[><< + >><]]]]'>   John 12:24-26
Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 2017.
God our loving Father,
help us to see and follow Jesus
your Son like your servant
St. Lawrence, Deacon and Martyr.
Though there may be less
persecutions these days
of Christians, the call to be 
Christ's witnesses is more
compelling today as we live
in world that tries to forget you
and negate you.
Like the Greek visitors in
Jerusalem who asked help 
from Philip and Andrew 
to see Jesus, we too want
to see him. 

“Amen, amen, I say to you, unless a grain of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains just a grain of wheat; but if it dies, it produces much fruit.”

John 12:24
To see you, O Lord Jesus
is more than laying one's eyes
on your image
or your Blessed Sacrament;
to see you like St. Lawrence
is to have an insight,
to penetrate your inner mind
of self-sacrifice,
of losing one's self like
the grain of wheat that falls
on the ground to die, disintegrate
and be transformed
as new wheat bearing
much grain to feed more people.
Like St. Lawrence,
let us see that reality
to have the courage to offer
ourselves to you through others
in a life of service and sacrifice
so we may inspire more to serve you,
most especially see you too.
Let us not count the costs
of what we give up for they have
all been paid for by Jesus;
like St. Lawrence,
let us consider everything
as a pure grace from you
meant to be shared
for indeed, "you love a cheerful giver";
may we keep in mind and heart
that "God is able to make every grace
abundant for us,
so that, always having all we need,
we may have an abundance
for every good work"
(2Cor.9:8).

In this world of affluence
amid the ironic poverty of so many,
may we emulate St. Lawrence
in learning and living Christ's teaching
that true wealth is found
not in having things for ourselves
but in sharing and giving
with the others the gifts
we have received.
Amen.
St. Lawrence,
Deacon and Martyr,
Pray for us!

Mga gawa-gawa nating multo

Lawiswis ng Salita ni P. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Ika-09 ng Agosto 2023
Larawan kuha ng may-akda, mga puno ng balite sa Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 21 Marso 2023.
*Isang tula aking kinatha batay sa mga pagbasa at kapistahan
ngayong ika-siyam ng Agosto, 
Aklat ng mga Bilang 13:31-14:1, 26-29, 34-35 
at Mateo 15:21-28.
Itong ating wika
kay yaman ng mga salita
binibigkas pa lamang ng
dila naroon na sa puso
at isip ang kanyang diwa.
Halimbawa ang kasabihang
gumawa ka ng multo
na iyo ring kinatatakutan
na siya namang totoong-totoo!
Katulad nito isa pang kasabihan
para kang kumuha ng 
bato na pinukpok sa ulo.
Madalas sa ating karanasan,
tayo may kagagawan
kaya tayo nahihirapan;
Diyos ay tinatanggihang
sundin at pagkatiwalaan
katulad ng karanasan 
doon sa ilang nang gumawa
ng usapang mahirap sakupin
lupaing binibigay ni Yahweh
dahil anila mga higante naninirahan
doon, animo sila'y parang
mga tipaklong lamang.
Nagalit ang Diyos
sa kanyang bayan kaya
dinagdagan isang taon
kada araw ng kanilang paglalakbay
na puno ng pagrereklamo at
pagbubulungan upang umabot
ng apatnapung taon
sila doon sa ilang bago pumasok
sa kanilang lupang pangako,
ginawa nilang multo
naging totoo
sila mga naperwisyo!
Larawan kuha ng may-akda, mga puno ng balite sa Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 21 Marso 2023.
Anu-ano
 mga gawa mong multo
 at halimaw sa iyo nananakot
parang bangungot
maski ikaw ay gising?
Mga guni-guni
huwag linangin
bagkus manalig kay Kristo
lagi nating kapiling
lalo sa mga ilang na lupain
siya ay ating salubungin
at sambahin!
Pagmasdan
at pagnilayan pananalig
at tibay ng dibdib
ng babaeng Cananea,
pagano ngunit nagsumamo
kay Kristo upang palayasin
demonyong umaali
sa anak na babae;
sinubok ng Panginoon
kanyang pagpupursigi
hanggang makumbinsi at pinuri
matibay niyang pananampalataya!
Kay laking kabalintunaan
na sa ating panahong tinaguriang
makabago, lahat naiimbento
ngunit isip pa rin ng tao
ay litong-lito;
gumagawa pa rin ng 
maraming multo
ilan ay nagkakatotoo,
lumalason sa isipan
mga kasamaan at kasalanan
takot mahirapan kaya Krus
tinatalikuran.
Ito ang pinabulaanan ni
Santa Teresa Benedicta dela Cruz;
isinilang na Hudyo sa pangalang Edith Stein
tumalikod sa Diyos sa sobrang dunong
di naglaon, bumalik sa Panginoon,
nagpabinyag sa Katoliko
at pumasok sa monasteryo;
namatay kasama mga kababayan
niyang Hudyo sa gas chamber ng
mga Nazi hanggang sa huli 
pinanindigan Krus ni Kristo
kay inam nating huwaran
sa kasalukuyan na marami pa ring
kinatatakutan lalo na ang pag-gawa
ng kabutihan!
Sta. Teresa Benedicta dela Cruz,
Ipanalangin mo kami!
Larawan kuha ng may-akda, Bgy. Bahong, La Trinidad, Benguet, 12 Hulyo 2023

Fighting the ghosts within us

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Wednesday, Memorial of St. Teresa Benedicta of the Cross, Virgin & Martyr, 09 August 2023
Numbers 13:1-2, 25-14:1, 26-29, 34-35   <*{{{{>< + ><}}}}*>   Matthew 15:21-28
Photo by author, sunrise at Camp John Hay, Baguio City, 12 July 2023.
How timely are your words
these past three days, 
God our loving Father;
like your people in the wilderness
after their Exodus from Egypt,
we continue to grumble and
complain against you and your
plans for us through the people
you have sent to lead us
like our parents, siblings, 
even friends and superiors
in work or in community.
Worst than our stubbornness
in defying your instructions through
the modern Moses you send us,
we have even created our
own monsters and ghosts
within us,
exacerbating the fears
we have in trusting you,
believing you,
and following you!

So they spread discouraging reports among the children of Israel about the land they had scouted, saying, “The land that we explored is a country that consumes its inhabitants. And all the people we saw there are huge, veritable giants (the Anakim were a race of giants); we felt like mere grasshoppers, and so we must have seemed to them.”

Numbers 13:32-33
Forgive us Father
for our outrageous foolishness
that have infected so many others,
paralyzing us to move
on in life,
to dare and dream
great things in life
that could proclaim
your majesty and mercy,
your life and love;
forgive us Father
for choosing mediocrity
than striving for the best
for us,
for others,
and for you;
forgive us Father
for not daring to venture
into the unknown
where Jesus Christ
goes, the Tyre and Sidon
of our lives that we fail
to meet him.
Grant us, O Lord,
the courage,
tenacity and faith
of the Canaanite woman
who begged Jesus
to exorcise her daughter;
most of all,
grant us the clarity
of mind and perseverance
of St. Teresa Benedicta
to seek and follow you,
and stand for you
even before the real monsters
of our time 
like the gas chambers of
indifference and
the prison camps
of power and pleasures
that all negate the Cross
of Jesus Christ..
Amen.