When name is the presence

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul, 17 July 2025
Thursday, Fifteenth Week in Ordinary Time, Year I
Exodus 3:13-20 <*(((>< + ><)))*> Matthew 11:28-30
Photo by author, Cabo da Roca, Pundaquit, San Antonio, Zambales, 14 May 2025.
Today, I tried going back
to your presence, Lord;
I tried feeling your sacred
ground again;
there was no burning bush
to see but I felt my heart
burning inside as I dwelled
on your name:

God replied, “I am who am.” Then he added, “This is what you shall tell the children of Israel: I Am sent me to you.” God spoke further to Moses, “This is my name forever; this is my title for all generations” (Exodus 3:14-15).

Unlike our name,
your name "I AM",
Lord is most unique -
right away when I say
your name, I feel you!
Your name is more than a name
for it is YOU yourself - so deep,
so true, so powerful that you envelop
me in your person; when I think of
your name "I AM", I am already
dissolved and overwhelmed!
Moreover,
your "I AM" is exactly
what I feel,
and realize,
and experience
in Christ calling us:

“Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28).

Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 2023.
Today I come to you,
Jesus with all my burdens
and worries,
pains and hurts,
sickness and
sufferings;
you are I AM, Lord -
heed our cries like in Egypt:
the crime and corruption
so rampant,
the selfishness and pride
of everyone,
the sin and evil that stink,
a kind of darkness lurking
everywhere;
yes, there are modern Pharaohs
lording over us today
but most of all too,
it is us who lord over
our lives most of the time;
bring us back to the burning bush
so we may take off our
sandals because the whole
earth is yours which we have
usurped and destroyed;
let us feel you again, "I AM"
all around,
all encompassing;
let us enter you, Lord,
to experience your abundance
of love and mercy,
warmth and light,
life and new hope;
let us rest in you, Lord
like in Eden when you alone
is God.
Not us.
Amen.

Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Our Lady of Fatima University
Valenzuela City
Photo by author, Hidden Spring Resort, Calauan, Laguna, February 2025.

Wrestling with God

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul, 08 July 2025
Tuesday in the Fourteenth Week of Ordinary Time, Year I
Genesis 32:23-33 <*((((>< + ><))))*> Matthew 9:32-38
Photo from wikipedia.org, “Jacob Wrestling with the Angel” by Leon Bonnat (French, d.1922).
Once again,
you challenge us O Lord
to get closer to you like
the readings yesterday;
but, this time much, much
closer like in wrestling.

Jacob was left there alone. Then some man wrestled with him until the break of dawn. When the man saw saw that he could not prevail over him, he struck Jacob’s hip at its socket, so that the hip socket was wrenched as they wrestled. The man then said, “Let me go, for it is daybreak.” But Jacob said, “I will not let you go until you bless me.” Then the man said, “You shall no longer be spoken of as Jacob, but as Israel, because you have contended with divine and human beings and have prevailed” (Genesis 32:25-27, 29).

How I love this scene,
God most powerful yet 
so loving, 
so engaging,
always inviting us to a wrestling
but nobody would dare
not because we are afraid of you
but more because of pride -
we do not want to lose,
we always want to be on top,
always in control
even with you,
O God;
remind us always, 
Lord,
that every fight 
we have in this life is
already assured of victory in you.

At the sight of the crowds, his heart was moved with pity for them because they were troubled and abandoned, like sheep without a shepherd (Matthew 9:36).

Like that Angel
wrestling with Jacob,
you finally wrestle with us
in your Son Jesus Christ
who became truly human like us;
and like your Angel at Peniel,
humans prevailed over you,
Lord;
your heart
is always moved
with pity,
stirred
to bow down
to us from your immense
love and mercy;
we are all Jacob,
Israel who prevailed over you
not because we are stronger
but because we believe
and rely only on you, Lord.
Let us pick up your fight,
Jesus;
let us not be proud
and be humble
to wrestle with you
because whether we win
or lose our battles in life,
we still prevail
for after every fight
and struggle,
we are transformed
into a better person
in you,
O most loving
Jesus.
Amen.

Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Our Lady of Fatima University
Valenzuela City
Photo by author, Chapel of St. Francis Xavier, Sacred Heart Novitiate, March 2024.

Thomas, our twin?

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul, 03 July 2025
Thursday, Feast of St. Thomas the Apostles
Ephesians 2:19-22 <*{{{{>< + ><}}}}*> John 20:24-29
Caravaggio’s painting “The Incredulity of St. Thomas” (1602) from en.wikipedia.org.
Lord Jesus,
teach me to be like you -
so understanding,
so caring,
so loving
to those who are doubting
you like Thomas your Apostle;
poor Thomas -
he has been called "Doubting"
when the evangelists simply
referred to him as "Didymus"
or twin; however, it is so lovely
too to know that doubt and
certainty are like twins because
when we doubt,
the more we seek and find
the truth which Thomas did.
When I think of my own faith
journey in you, Lord,
many times I was worst
than St. Thomas for I was not only
doubting you
but also hesitant in following you
because of fears and mistrust,
lack of confidence in my self,
and simply self-centered.
Could it be, Lord,
that in each one of us is
Thomas our twin -
doubting,
hesitating,
indecisive,
in following you?

Now a week later his disciples were again inside and Thomas was with them. Jesus came, although the doors were locked, and stood in their midst and said, “Peace be with you.” Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side, and do not be unbelieving, but believe.” Thomas answered and said to him, “My Lord and my God!” (John 20:26-28).

How nice of you, 
Lord Jesus
to be so warm with Thomas
on that night
when you appeared again;
instead of engaging Thomas
into a debate or discussion,
you called him,
invited him to touch your wounds,
to feel your scars;
what an incredible courage,
Lord Jesus
to let us see and feel
closely your wounds,
to stare and look at your
sufferings, to remember and
imagine your lowest point in life
if only to show us that it is
the only way to glory;
many times, we are afraid
to admit even to ourselves
and to others our wounds and hurts,
preferring to keep them
even hide them
to keep our illusions
of greatness.
May we find 
the graces of
joy and warmth,
love and kindness
that fill our many wounds
in life as a result of our
following you, Lord Jesus
for it is in our woundedness
and hurts that we become
"members of the household of God
who are built together to be
the dwelling place of God
in the Spirit" (Ephesians 2:19, 22).
Amen.

Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Our Lady of Fatima University
Valenzuela City

Kalasag. At impluwensiya.

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe, Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Sacred Heart Novena Day 8, 25 June 2025
Detalye ng painting ng Sacred Heart of Jesus sa Visitation Monastery, Marclaz, France mula sa godongphoto / Shutterstock.

Habang tayo ay papalapit na sa Dakilang Kapistahan ng Kamahal-Mahalang Puso ni Jesus, ibig ko kayong anyayahang mag-imagine sa dalawang pagbasa ngayong ika-walong araw ng ating nobenaryo.

Napakaganda kasi ng mga tagpo sa Unang Pagbasa na magkausap ang Diyos at si Abram habang sa Ebanghelyo naman ay naroon ang babala ni Jesus sa mga alagad na tigib ng kanyang pagaalala o concern para sa kanila, kasama na rin tayo.

Pagkaraan ng lahat ng ito, si Abram ay nagkaroon ng isang pangitain. Narinig niyang sinabi sa kanya ni Yahweh: “Abram, huwag kang matatakot ni mangangamba man, kalasag mo ako, kita’y iingatan At ikaw ay aking gagantimpalaan” (Genesis 15:1).

Photo by Hert Niks on Pexels.com

Kalasag. Isang panangga ng mga kawal. Shield sa Ingles. Ito ang palaging tangan ng bawat sundalo kasabay ng kanyang sandata upang ipagsanggalang siya sa mga tama ng pana at sibat at kung mayroong malapitang bakbakan, ito ang panangga sa hataw ng mga itak at palakol. nang maglaon, laban na rin sa tama ng bala.

Alalaong-baga, kalasag ang proteksiyon ng kawal.

Ganoon ang Diyos kay Abram. Bilang kalasag niya, ang Diyos ang naging tagapaglaban at tagapagtanggol ni Abram tulad sa eksenang ito nang matagumpay na makipagdigma si Abram sa mga bumihag sa pamangkin niyang si Lot. Pagkatapos ng labanan, dumating ang pari ng Diyos na hari ng Salem, si Melquisidec upang pagpalain si Abram na nagbigay sa kanya ng mga nasamsam niyang kayamanan ng mga kalaban bilang pasasalamat sa tulong ng Diyos.

Kaya ang Diyos bilang kalasag ni Abram ang pangunahing impluwensiya rin sa buhay ni Abram.

Sa tagpong ito, makikipagtipan ang Diyos kay Abram sa unang pagkakataon. Nag-usap sila ng Diyos na parang magkaibigan sa isang pangitain kung saan nagpahayag ng saloobin si Abram ukol sa kayang edad na wala pa siyang anak.

Dito lalong gumanda ang eksena na nakakakilabot din: naghandog si Abram ng mga susunuging alay sa Diyos na tinupok ng apoy na ibig sabihin, tinanggap ng Diyos. Higit sa lahat, pinangako ng Diyos kay Abram na magiging kasing dami ng mga bituin ang kanyang lahi habang ang buong lupaing natatanaw niya ay magiging kanya. Iyon ang pinanghawakang parang kalasag ni Abram sa kanyang buhay. Kaya iyon ang malaking impluwensiya sa kanya.

larawan kuha ng may-akda, Pundaquit, San Antonio, Zambalaes, 14 Mayo 2025.

Imagine natin muli ang eksena ni Abram at Diyos sa gitna ng kadiliman ng gabi nang ganapin kanilang pagtitipan. At pagkatapos, ipasok natin eksena sa Ebanghelyo na katulad kung saan si ay matalik at buong giliw nakikipag-usap sa kanyang mga alagad. Kasama na tayo doon

Tila bagabag si Jesus na nagbababala sa atin sa mga huwad na propeta, sa mga manlilinlang tulad ng mga lobo o asong-gubat na nagkukunwaring tupa. Higit sa lahat, ang kahalagahan sa pagkilala at pagkilatis sa mga bunga ng mga punong kahoy.

Makikilala ninyo sila sa kanilang mga gawa. Napipitas ba ang ubas sa puno ng dawag, o ang igos sa puno ng aroma? Nagbubunga ng mabuti ang bawat mabuting punong-kahaoy, subalit nagbubunga ng masama ang masamang punongkahoy (Mateo 7:16-17).

Kalasag. Tapos bunga at punong kahoy. Anu-ano at sinu-sino nakaka-impluwensiya sa atin lalo na sa makabagong panahong ito?

Nakakalungkot isipin na ipinagmamalaki pa ng ilang kapatid natin ang kanilang pagiging makabago sa pagyakap sa mga kaisipang wokism at “liberated” sa larangan ng sexuality at pag-aasawa gayong salungat ang mga ito sa turo ni Jesus.

Ang bagong kalasag ng maraming tao ngayon ay agham at teknolohiya, pati tao minamanipula sa mga genetic engineering at test tube baby, bukod sa abortion at contraceptives. Marami tayong kinakain at iniinom sa ngayon na genetically modified, mga bunga ng eksperimento sa agham. At ang pinakamalungkot sa lahat, pera-pera na buhay ngayon. Lahat pinepresyuhan maging katotohanan at katauhan.

larawan kuha ng may-akda sa Tagaytay, Abril 2025.

Anu-ano at sinu-sino nakaka-impluwensiya sa atin sa buhay ngayon. Maituturing pa ba nating ating kalasag ang Diyos sa panahong ito na mas pinahahalagahan ang teknolohiya at materyal na bagay kesa espirituwal?

Ito ang babala ni Jesus: tingnan mga bunga nito. Naghahatid ba ng kapanatagan at kapayapaan sa ating sarili at sa mundo?

Maraming nag-aakala na ang sagot sa kadiliman ng buhay ngayon ay ang mga teknolohiya at makabagong kamalayan ngunit ang totoo, lalong naging hungkag ang buhay ng tao, lalo tayong lito at nawawala sa gitna ng maraming nakakaakit na impluwensiya sa buhay. Maraming kalasag tayong ginagamit ngayon na mahuna at hindi maaasahan sa pakikidigma sa buhay.

Walang katulad ang Diyos bilang kalasag. Kay Jesus, doon lamang tayo makapapamunga nang sagana tulad ng puno ng ubas. Maaring salat tayo sa kayamanan ngunit ganap ang ating katauhan kapag ang Diyos ang ating kalasag katulad ni Abram.

Kay sarap pagmasdan tuwing misa ng araw ng Biyernes ang mga deboto ng Kamahal-Mahalang Puso ni Jesus na mayroong suot na iskapularyo. Hindi ba’t hugis ng kalasag ang mga iskapularyo? Huwag nating ikahiyang isuot at panindigan si Jesus bilang ating kalasag, bilang impluwensiya sa buhay natin. Sa araw na ito, tinatanong tayo ni Jesus sa Kanyang Kamahal-Mahalang Puso kung ano at sino ang nakaka-mpluwensiya atin na siyang kalasag din nating laging dala-dala at pinakikinggan? Pagmasdan din natin ang ating mga bunga sa buhay at debosyon sa Sacred Heart.

O Jesus na mayroong
maamo at mapagkumbabang Puso,
Gawin Mong ang puso nami'y
matulad sa Puso Mo!
Amen.
Larawan mula sa Pinterest.com.

Generosity & trust

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Wednesday in the Eleventh Week in Ordinary Time, Year I, 18 June 2025
2 Corinthians 9:6-11 ><}}}*> + ><}}}*> + ><}}}*> Matthew 6:1-6, 16-18
Photo by the author, La Mesa Dam Eco-Park, QC, February 2023.
What will it take 
for me to be a cheerful giver,
Lord?
Maybe, first I must have that
complete trust in you,
Jesus Christ;
no one can be generous
unless one trusts completely
God the source and giver
of all good things in life.

Brothers and sisters: Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingl, and whoever sows bountifully will also reap bountifully. Each must do as already determined, without sadness or compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver. Moreover, God is able to make very grace abndant for you, so that in all things, always having all you need, you may have an abundance for every good work (2 Corinthians 9:6-8).

St. Paul's words in 
today's first reading echoed
your teachings, Jesus
in today's gospel,
of the need to do everything
from the heart,
not to please others,
but God alone;
to do anything from the heart
calls
demands
trust!
I have been through 
moments of abundance
when sometimes I was generous
and sometimes not generous at all,
when giving was "costly" despite
still having a lot for myself.

Why?

It was not really of the abundance
that I have in my hands that make
me generous, Jesus
but the abundance of faith and
trust I have in you in my heart;
teach me, Jesus
to be more trusting
in you
in order to be more loving
so that I may be generous,
whatever I may have in my hands,
whether I have less or more.
Amen.
Detail of a painting of the Sacred Heart of Jesus in the Visitation Monastery in Marclaz, France. (photo: godongphoto / Shutterstock)

Praying to be generous in Christ

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Monday in the Eleventh Week of Ordinary Time, Year I, 16 June 2025
2 Corinthians 6:1-10 ><))))*> + ><))))*> + ><))))*> Matthew 5:38-42
Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 20 March 2025.
Your words today,
O Lord Jesus Christ
are very astonishing -
from the writings of St. Paul
to your teachings that literally
go against the ways of the world;
of course, you and your message
have always been against the ways
of the world but, how do we strike
a balance in the present conditions
happening today?

Jesus said to his disciples: “You ahve heard that it was said, An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. But I say to you, offer no resistance to one who is evil. When someone strikes you on your right cheek, turn the other one to him as well” (Matthew 5:38-39).

You know very well,
dear Jesus our situation:
our country going into a great
showdown with all the maneuverings
of the evil forces in the Senate to
cover up a crime, a serious case of
corruption and abuse of authority
while in the Middle East,
Israel and Iran are in a very
dangerous war that may spread
in the whole region; O Jesus,
we live in a world of "preemptive
strikes" and "counterstrikes"
and your words seem impossibly
naive and optimistic?
Is it really possible?

Brothers and sisters: As your fellow workers, we appeal to you not to receive the grace of God in vain. For he says: In an acceptable time I heard you, and on the day of salvation I helped you. Behold, now is a very acceptable time; now is the day of salvation (1 Corinthians 6:1-2).

Have mercy on me,
dearest Christ Jesus
in doubting the power of your
words and of your teachings;
have mercy on me,
dearest Lord when I think
in the ways of the world
than in the ways of God;
the balance I am seeking
is found only in YOU:
teach me to be generous like you,
like St. Paul, always in communion
with you through much endurance
in afflictions, hardships, constraints
and other sufferings (1 Cor. 6:4);
let me be centered in you always
Jesus, guided by the Holy Spirit
in "unfeigned love, truthful speech,
and power of God; with weapons of
righteousness through glory and dishonor,
insult and praise";
grant me the courage to be truthful
even when treated as deceiver,
to be acknowledged when
unrecognized, alive and living when
considered dead,
always rejoicing amid sorrows,
being poor to enrich many
and simply having YOU,
Jesus in having nothing
(1Corinthians 6:4-10).
Amen.
Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 20 March 2025.

Praying to encourage others

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Wednesday, Memorial of St. Barnabas, Apostle, 11 June 2025
Acts 11:21-26, 13:1-3 <*{{{{>< + ><}}}}*> Matthew 10:7-13
Rains have started to pour,
a good news to many
and a bad news too to many more
caught in jams, floods, and
the worst of situations
in life, especially at night.
We pray, dear Jesus
you send us more "Barnabas"
whom you sent to Antioch
where your followers were first called
Christians.

… and they sent Barnabas to Antioch. When he arrived and saw the grace of God, he rejoiced and encouraged them all to remain faithful to the Lord in firmness of heart, for he was a good man, filled with the Holy Spirit and faith… Then he went to Tarsus to look for Saul, and when he had found him he brought him to Antioch (Acts 11:22-24, 25-26).

On this memorial of your Apostle
Barnabas whose name
means "son of encouragement",
teach us to be like him
filled with the Holy Spirit
and faith in God,
searching for those in the worst
situations in life like Saul at that
time who was so ashamed
to join the disciples because of
his sinful past;
like Barnabas,
may we encourage others
to hope and look forward
to better days in Christ,
to trust in your mercy and
forgiveness,
to take every moment a chance
to be converted;
in this world that had shrunk
into a global village,
how sad that more and more
are getting discouraged
than encouraged
when we look more into the dark
dismal side of life than to its
brighter and even colorful and joyful
realities found in you, Lord,
the kingdom of God in our midst.
Amen.

*Photos by Ms. Ria De Vera in Delia, Alberta, Canada, 03 June 2025.

More blessed to give

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Wednesday in the Seventh Week of Easter, 04 June 2025
Acts 20:28-38 <*{{{{>< + ><}}}}*> John 17:11-19
What a moving first reading
today as we come to close the
Easter Season when Paul bid goodbye
to the presbyters of the Church of
Ephesus.

They were all in tears because
most likely they would never see
Paul again; but most of all, of the
sincerity of Paul in his words spoken
to them.

“Keep watch over yourselves and over the whole flock of which the Holy Spirit has appointed you as overseers, in which you tend the Church of God that he acquired with his own Blood…I have never wanted anyone’s silver or gold or clothing. You know very well that these very hands have served my needs and my companions. In every way I have shown you that by hard work of that sort we must help the weak, and keep in mind the words of the Lord Jesus who himself said, ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive'” (Acts 20:28, 33-35).

Indeed,
it is more blessed to give
than to receive because in giving
that is when we have to use more of our hands
in toiling and working;
in the work of our hands,
we not only share Christ in the good
deeds we do but most of all,
open the eyes and hearts of others
to welcome Jesus into them to work
also through their very own hands.
It is the same imagery
we have of Jesus praying for us
his disciples,
laying over his hands over us
as he "consecrate" us in truth.

Oh dear Jesus,
make our hands strong
to keep working, doing
the difficult things many avoid
so we can bless more people;
keep our hands open too
to share our work and blessings
with others;
most of all,
keep our hands clasp together in prayer
to you to surrender ourselves
to your will always so that
our hands may be cleansed
of dirt and stains of sin
worthy in giving praise
to you and touching
those in need.
Amen.
Paul saying goodbye at Ephesus on the way to Rome for his trial and eventual martyrdom.

Sunrise, fried rice; sunset, pancet!

Lawiswis ng Salita ni P. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Ika-22 ng Mayo 2025
"Sunrise, fried rice
Sunset, pancet!"
ang aking laging sambit
ngunit ang aking favorite 
ay sunrise
maski wala nang
fried rice kasi maaga
akong gumising; 
sa mga "madrugeño" 
na katulad ko (early riser
sa wikang Kastila),
mayroong kakaibang alindog
itong pagbubukang liwayway 
kung saan ang liwanag ay unti-unting
sumasagitsit na kahit hindi mo
tanaw ang araw
banaag ang buhay
saan ka man lumingon
mayroong sorpresa;
kakaiba ang dapit-hapon
na palaging inaabangan
sa makukulay na tila isang palabas,
sa pagsikat ng araw
papalaoob ang landas na
tinatahak
kayat hindi lamang
ito tinitingnan kungdi 
dinarama sa kalooban.
Kaunti lamang marahil
ang nagpapahalaga
sa pagbubukang-liwayway
bukod sa mahirap gumising
ng maaga, walang masyadong
nakikita ngunit narito ang ganda
at hiwaga ng bawat umaga:
kinikilala ito katulad ng
isang bagong kakilala,
kinakaibigan hanggang
sa hindi mo na namamalayan
iyo nang nakakapalagayan
at maya-maya
ay dadantay
ang katotohanan
kayo ay kailangan nang
maghiwalay;
kaya rin naman
mas marami ang nabibighani
at nahahalina sa dapit-hapon:
malinaw na sa iyo
ang katuturan ng maghapon
na lumipas kaya
iyo na lang inaabangan
paglisan ng mabuting kaibigan
bago balutin ng dilim ang
kapaligiran
sa pagtatakip-silim.
Sunrise,
Sunset
hangganan ng bawat araw
sa ating dumarating
bagama't magkaiba
sa pandama lalo na sa ating
paningin
nagtuturo ng katotohanan
na hindi lahat nakikita
ng mga mata;
gayon din,
naroon palagi ang dilim
sa piling natin
upang higit nating mahalin
at laging hanapin
tunay na liwanag na hindi
napaparam, si Jesu-Kristo
na dumating
sa pinaka-madilim
na gabi ng buong taon
at muling nabuhay
habang madilim-dilim pa
nang unang araw ng sanglinggo;
sa pagbubukang-liwayway
at sa dapit-hapon o takip-silim man,
palaging naroon ang Panginoon
tinitiyak sa atin sa
bawat ngayon
at dito
tuloy lang ang buhay!
*Mga larawan kuha sa aking iPhone16
sa Cabo da Roca, Pundaquit, San Antonio, Zambales
Mayo 14-15, 2025.

Mystery of God, mystery of sin

40 Shades of Lent by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Fourth Sunday in Lent (Laetare Sunday), 30 March 2025
Joshua 5:9, 10-12 ++ 2 Corinthians 5:17-21 ++ Luke 15:1-3, 11-32
Photo by author, Chapel of Angel of Peace, RISE Tower, Our Lady of Fatima Un iversity, Valenzuela, 28 March 2025.

We enter the fourth Sunday in Lent today with shades of pink to “rejoice” not only because Easter is getting close but most of all for the joy of God’s immense love expressed in His mercy and forgiveness to us sinners.

Known as Laetare Sunday from the Latin entrance antiphon of the Mass calling us to “Rejoice!” as it is hoped that by this time, we feel nearer to God in our Lenten journey, having experienced His Mystery which our gospel presents today courtesy of Luke who invites us to enter the scene of the Parable of the Prodigal Son. Many times we find ourselves wrapped in God’s Mystery with a capital “M” while entangled too in that other mystery of sin with a small “m” as this parable shows us.

Tax collectors and sinners were all drawing near to listen to Jesus, but the Pharisees and scribes began to complain, saying, “This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.” So to them Jesus addressed this parable: “A man had two sons…” (Luke 15:1-3, 11).

Jesus came to make God closest to us as our breath. As a Mystery, God is neither a concept nor an idea we have to understand in order to have or grasp to be possessed. It is God Whom we let to possess and wrap us in His Mystery for He is totally transcendent yet so personal with each of us. We do not see Him but we feel and experience Him as all-encompassing like nature around us that can be so breath-taking and awesome yet cannot be totally captured even by cameras. God is like the presence of insects and birds in a forest we delightedly listen to but so difficult to find or see.

Photo by author, Chapel of Angel of Peace, RISE Tower, Our Lady of Fatima Un iversity, Valenzuela, 28 March 2025.

That’s God – all around us, all-encompassing. Unfortunately, we are like the youngest son, proud and feeling independent with the gall and guts to ask God for our share of everything to be on our own when we do not have anything at all.

And off we leave to live a prodigal life or “wasteful extravagance”, slaving ourselves for wealth and fame and power until we hit rock bottom when suddenly we find ourselves empty and lost, sick and even alone. That is when we remember to come “home”, to return to our roots where it all began who is God.

As we sank deep in despair, we find a glimmer of hope within us where God is, where God had never really left us, always awaiting our return right there in our heart. He has always been there though we never recognized Him. Actually, that very moment we realized we are down and out, that was when God immediately ran to meet us.

Now, that mystery with a small “m” called sin we hardly notice.

Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 17 March 2025.

See again Luke as master storyteller in this lovely parable he alone has. See how Luke presents in a most subtle manner the mystery of sin not only as a breaking away from God and a violation of laws but a complete refusal to love.

Feel the youngest son in his asking for his share of inheritance from his father and his leaving home was not simply a breaking away but a refusal to love, a refusal to live, a refusal to be with the father.

That happens when we sin.

We do not tell God and our family and friends that we don’t love them but our walking away from them tells that so clearly. However, as we refuse to love when we sin, that is also when we deny the love right in our hearts, that we cannot stop loving because whatever we take after we have left are actually the very love of God and of our family and friends!

There is nothing truly ours in this world and because of God’s Mystery, we never lose His gift of love within us that when things get worst in our lives, it is the same love that gives us the spark to hope and believe again. It was that love that the youngest son missed and realized despite all his dramas as he went home to his loving father just like us too.

On the other hand, the parable presents to us too another pernicious effect of sin as a mystery which is its direct effect to our personality. As a refusal to love, sin has a direct effect to our personality because every time we sin we become a less loving person that is a contradiction of our identity and nature.

Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 17 March 2025.

Its worst part happens when we take small sins for granted including the little decisions we make that do not seem to be evil or bad, even without any vice at all; notice how after sometime of repeatedly committing them, our personality is affected, making us a less loving person that eventually breaks out in the open and we freakout like the elder son or those people caught on cam doing all the crazy stuff in public.

He said to this father in reply, “Look, all these years I served you and not once did I disobey your orders; yet you never gave me even a young goat to feast on with my friends. But when your son returns who swallowed up your property with prostitutes, for him you slaughter the fattened calf” (Luke 15:29-30).

How often have we made the excuse para yun lang naman? That a little lying or cheating once won’t really matter, asking ano ba masama doon? (what’s bad/wrong)? as an excuse for things that seem to be not bad or sinful at all.

Recall the first Sunday of Lent, the temptation of Jesus, of how the devil is always in the details, tempting us with that device of increments, of apportioning to little things the big evil things, not showing us the whole picture like fake news peddled by demons.

A sin is always a sin, a refusal to love. Period. Whether we go big time in sins like the youngest son or small time in sins like his elder brother, sin is clearly a refusal to love that greatly affects our personality, our lives and that of others.

Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 17 March 2025.

We rejoice today for that great Mystery of God, of His immense love for each of us no matter how bad and how dark our sins are. God’s Mystery is His abounding love and mercy, forgiving our sins the moment we feel sorry for them.

He said to him, “My son, you are here with me always; everything I have is yours. But now we must celebrate and rejoice, because your brother was dead and has come to life again; he was lost and has been found” (Luke 15:31-32).

As I turned 60 last Saturday, the overwhelming feeling I have had inside me is that deep gratitude to God’s love for me. Everything is grace that all the more I pray, “Lord you have given me with so much but I have given so little; teach me to give more of myself, more of your love, more of you to others.”

This time, I pray it with deeper conviction as I see both with joy and fear the bright horizon ahead with a distant shore beyond. There’s no more time to waste as St. Paul had noted in the second reading, I feel life now more definitive, that God is so undeniably real. Like St. Paul, “we are ambassadors for Christ” with the mission to help people “reconcile to God” especially in this final journey in life. God reminds us today that like during the time of Joshua in the first reading, the Eucharist is our new Passover where we thank God for His abounding love and mercy for us in this life and beyond. Amen.

Photo by author, Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, QC, 17 March 2025.