Lent is persecution

40 Shades of Lent, Friday, Week-V, 12 April 2019
Jeremiah 20:10-13///John 10:31-42
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The Jews picked up rocks to stone Jesus. Jesus answered them, “I have shown you many good works from my Father. For which of these are you trying to stone me?”

John 10:31-32

O dear Jesus, my Lord and my God, I could relate so much with you in this episode in your life. Lately, I have been feeling so down, wondering how could people give me in return evil deeds and pains after all the goodness I have shown them? There are still many others out there wondering the same, feeling the same.

We all feel like, you, O Jesus, asking our detractors, our very own relatives and friends, which of the good works we have done to them are they stoning us?

We all feel like Jeremiah too, your the prophet.

I hear the whisperings of many: “Terror on every side! Denounce! Let us denounce him!” All those who were my friends are on the watch for any misstep of mine. “Perhaps he will be trapped; then we can prevail, and take our vengeance on him.”

Jeremiah 20:10

In our distress, O Lord, hear our calls!

Keep us strong and faithful always to you. If life is Lent, then life is about persecutions, about sufferings. We have accepted it Lord but sometimes we cry, we get weak, we want to rest and stop because things are getting too much.

But, Lent has a spirit and character that refresh us, renew us with the thought that before all these persecutions and sufferings came our way, you were there first for us, Lord Jesus to, bear all these pains. Even dying on the Cross. Amen.

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Life will always be Lent.

40 Shades of Lent, Thursday, Week-V, 11 April 2019
Genesis 17:3-9///John 8:51-59
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Almost forty days ago since we started this journey on Ash Wednesday, we have reflected that “life is Lent”. Today, O Lord, as we nearly conclude this Season of Lent on Saturday morning, we come full circle to that reality.

Life is Lent because it is about being with you, our God, our Father following your direction in Christ Jesus.

With you, God, we find life.

Without you, God, we lose life.

Help us to remain in you, dear God. To always stay with you as you have told Abraham from the very beginning.

God also said to Abraham: “On your part, you and your descendants after you must keep my covenant throughout the ages.”

Genesis 17:9

Help us to remember and keep this always as you remind us too, that Jesus Christ your Son is our Savior primarily because everything he said and done were said and done in obedience to you his Father.

Jesus is the obedient one just like Abraham who first showed us how life is a daily Lent, of being centered on you, always listening to you, always doing your will.

In a few days we shall enter the Holy Week. May we always bring with us the lessons of this Season of Lent, that life will always be Lent, of being with you, staying with you, our God and Master. Amen.

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Lent is being free

40 Shades of Lent, Wednesday, Week-V, 10 April 2019
Daniel 3:14-20, 91-92, 95///John 8:31-42
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If you remain in my word, you will truly be my disciples, and you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.

John 8:31-32

Very often Lord Jesus, when you talk of us being set free, we feel like the people of your time bragging

…we have never been enslaved to anyone.

John 8:33

Very often, Lord, we feel so proud to claim being one with you, truly serving you when in fact we are enslaved by so many pleasures in life.

There are many ways of serving you, of being free for you, of being faithful to you.

But there is only one sure way of being enslaved: when we desire to please our very selves and others.

Like in the first reading, it is very easy to please King Nebuchadnezzar in serving false gods, thinking these would not harm us, that we can control ourselves, that we would not completely fall into it. There are many instances we think that with these modern times with the modern thoughts and modern ways of life sweeping all around us, just a little pleasure would not mean anything at all, would never have a control over us until we are trapped, enslaved, and have lost everything.

Knowing the truth is being one with you, O Lord: remaining in you, staying with you. Loving you, serving you. Through others. Not pleasing myself. Amen.

Photo by the author, Lent 2018.

Paanyaya ng Semana Santa

Lawiswis ng Salita ni P. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Ika-9 ng Abril 2019
Larawan mula sa Google.
Ano kaya ikaw ay maanyayahan
Pakinggan ngayong mga mahal na araw
Na iyong paunlakan itong panawagan
Ng bagong utos na magmahalan?
Magturingang magkakaibigan
Walang paglalamangan bagkus pagbibigayan
Respeto at dangal ng bawat isa
Lalo na ng mga nakalimutan ng lipunan.
Tulay ng mga “magka-ibigan” at magkasintahan sa Taiwan.
Hilumin mga pusong sugatan
Aliwin mga damdaming nasaktan
Pakinggan mga karaingan
Tulungan mga nabibigatan.
Samahan mga iniwanan
Katandaan ay alalayan
Mga sanggol ipagtanggol
Ngiti sa labi isukli sa hikbi ng mga sawi.
Larawan ay kuha ng aking kaibigan sa Varsitarian ng UST, G. Jim Marpa, 2017.
Marami pang paraan upang sundin
Mga tinuran nitong Panginoon natin
Noong gabi matapos nilang kumain
Aniya maghugasan din ng mga paa natin.
Halina't buksan puso't kalooban 
Upang masundan bagong paraan
Ng pamumuhay sa pagmamahalan
Ilahad banal na kalooban sa kapwa bilang kaibigan.
Larawan mula sa Google.
Maging laan na laging pakinggan
Hinanakit sa kalooban, masakit at di malabanan
Upang kanila ring maramdaman
Ika'y karamay sa kanilang kapighatian.
Doon magsisimula komunyon at kaisahan
Sa kapangyarihan ng Espiritung Banal
Isang panibagong pag-iral
Bukal ng tuwa at kagalakan.
Larawan ay kuha ng aking kaibigan, Dra. Mai Dela Pena sa halaman ng Monasterio ng mga Carmelita sa Israel noong Oktubre 2011.

Lent is accepting, more than understanding

Numbers 21:4-9///John 8:21-30
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Loving God our Father, make our hearts bigger to accept you and let our minds be contented when we can no longer understand you. So often we complain of so many things we do not have, failing to see what you have given us, because we always try to understand you and your ways, both beyond us.

From Mount Hor the children of Israel set out on the Red Sea road, to bypass the land of Edom. But with their patience worn out by the journey, the people complained against God and Moses, “Why have you brought us up from Egypt to die in this desert, where there is no food or water? We are disgusted with this wretched food!” In punishment the Lord sent among the people saraph serpents, which bit then people so that many of them died.

Numbers 21:4-6

Forgive us O Lord for complaining so much, forgetting to be grateful for what we have received from you freely. Forgive us most of all for challenging you, questioning you, doubting you. Please forgive us when we forget you are our God, we are your creatures.

How amazing were the poor among those in the temple that day listening to Jesus. So humble, so open to your presence who accepted the Christ while speaking in mysterious ways as a Person that the learned could not understand. How amazing were those poor they recognized the Christ in his pronouncements of the “I AM”:

“For if you do not believe that I AM, you will die in your sins… When you lift up the Son of Man, then you will realize that I AM, and that I do nothing on my own, but I say only what the Father taught me.”

John 8:24, 28

Remind us always, O God, that you are not a concept to be understood but a Person to be loved and accepted. Amen.

Crucifix at the Chapel of the Immaculate Conception Seminary by National Artist Erwin Castrillo, Guiguinto, Bulacan. Photo by ICS alumnus (Batch 82) Chester Ocampo, November 30, 2014.

Pananahimik

Lawiswis ng Salita ni P. Nicanor F. Lalog II, ika-8 ng Abril 2019
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Madalas nating akalain
Pananahimik ay kawalan ng imik
Tinitikom yaring mga bibig
Di pinapansin mga naririnig.
Ang tunay na pananahimik ay pakikinig
Sa gitna ng katahimikang pilit dinaraig
Ibuka ang bibig dahil baka kumabig ang dibdib
Manaig iniisip sa loob ng munting daigdig. 
Larawan kuha ni G. Howie G. Severino ng GMA-7 News sa Taal, Batangas, Nobyembre 2018.
Taliwas na madalas na kaisipan
Katahimikan ay hindi kawalan kungdi kaganapan
Mundo'y hindi iniiwan bagkus tinutunguhan
Niyayakap at niyayapakan upang lubos na maranasan.
Sa panahong atin ngayong ginagalawan
Puro ingay at salitaan, walang unawaan
Hindi mapigilan talastasan na wala namang kaliwanagan
Puro kadiliman, walang naiintindihan dahil walang katahimikan.
Tanging sa katahimikan mapapakinggan
Ibinubulong at kinukuyom ng ating kalooban;
Gayon din naman sa katahimikan matutukalasan
Kahulugan ng sinasaysay ng sino mang pinakikiharapan.
Kung ibig ninumang Diyos ay makaniig at mapakinggan
Kanyang mga Salita kailanma'y hindi maiintidihan
Kung ang Kanyang katahimikan ay di natin kayang sakyan
Dahil ang Diyos sa Kanyang kaibuturan ay pawang kahulugan at kaganapan.
Ang talong Shifen sa Taiwan. Larawan kuha ng may-akda, Enero 2019.
Sikaping makaibigan ang katahimikan
Bagama't hindi madali, ito ay maaring pagsumakitan
Dahil dito lamang matatagpuan mahahalaga at walang kabuluhan
Pati na mga bagay na pansamantala at pangmagpakailanman.
Sa katahimakan ating nabibistay 
Mga bagay na lantay at walang saysay
Buhay ay nahihimay, nakikita ang tunay 
Kapag tayo ay naghinay-hinay sa daloy nitong buhay.
Ating pagkatao ang siyang dinadalisay
Takbo ng buhay nagiging matiwasay
Dahil sa katahimikan buo ang ating pagtitiwala
Kasabay ang pananampalatayang walang kapantay.
Larawan kuha ni G. Raffy Tima ng GMA-7 News sa Batanes, Agosto 2018.

Lent is judgment day

40 Shades of Lent, Monday, Week-V, 08 April 2019
Daniel 13:14-62///John 8:12-20
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It is the final week of our 40-day preparation for Easter, Lord, yet your readings today remind us of your coming judgment day. And you know how we feel whenever we hear those words, “judgment day”.

Fear always grips us because we always feel we are not ready.

But when do we really get ready to meet you and face your judgment, Lord?

He spoke these words while teaching in the treasury in the temple area. but no one arrested him, because his hour had not yet come.

John 8:20

Unlike you, Lord Jesus, we are not God. We really do not know when that hour would come. But we are sure, O Lord, you will always give us the grace and the courage to face that hour that can be happening now. Right now.

Keep us rooted in you always, doing your holy will so that our works are verified in God.

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Keep us faithful to your laws, let us practice justice especially among women and the disadvataged. Like the prophet Daniel in the first reading, let us never allow ourselves to be silent where there is injustice going on. Disturb us where people are maligned, rights are disregarded, lives are taken for granted.

O God, let us never allow evil to triumph by doing nothing, saying nothing because today is your judgment day. Amen.

Batanes sunset after a storm. Photo by Mr. Raffy Tima of GMA7 News, October 2018.

The Sound of Silence by Simon and Garfunkel (1964)

The Lord Is My Chef Sunday Music, 07 April 2019
Photo by Dra. Mai Dela Pena in Athens, Greece, April 2017.

Hello…! Today is the last Sunday of Lent. It is hoped that by this time since Ash Wednesday, we have slowly acquired a contemplative spirit of prayerful silence. It is something very essential not only during these 40 days and in the coming Holy Week. It is only in silence can we truly find balance in life as we discover what is valuable and what is worthless, things that last and things that pass. Silence teaches us to slow down, to be more discerning, and more trusting. It is in silence where we learn to pray deeply, to enter into communion with God to allow Him to suffuse us with His love and grace, mercy and forgiveness to be transformed into a better person.

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In today’s gospel only found in St. John’s account, we find the remarkable silence of Jesus Christ among the crowd demanding his opinion on whether the woman caught committing adultery should be stoned to death or not as per the Law given by Moses. Jesus chose to be silent so we may realize that issues of sin and evil are best resolved in a contemplative spirit where we find the value of every person.

“Condemn the sin, not the sinner.” History has shown us that where there is severity in measures against evil, we find only more deaths and burials happening but never peace and justice. In Christ Jesus, we have found and experienced God’s mercy so abounding and closest to us sinners if we are truly sorry and ready to change. It is in silence where we discover our sinfulness that leads us to conversion which leads us to more silence which is the contemplative spirit.

Photo by Mr. Raffy Tima of GMA7-News, Natonin, Mountain Province after landslides, Nov. 2018.

In the spirit of this Sunday gospel about the woman caught committing adultery, I invite you to listen anew to Paul Simon’s classic “The Sound of Silence” first released in 1964 with his friend Art Garfunkel. It was a commercial flop upon its release but, “silently” the following year when some radio stations started playing it in Florida and Boston areas when it gained followers, forcing Columbia records to rerelease the song in 1965.

 
Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence
From Bing.com.
 And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
No one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
"Fools" said I, "You do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you"
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence
Sunset at Fatima Shrine, Portugal by Arch. Philip Santiago, October 2018.
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said, "The words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls"
And whispered in the sounds of silence

Lent and the Contemplative Spirit

40 Shades of Lent, 5th Sunday-C, 07 April 2019
Isaiah 43:16-21///Philippians 3:8-14///John 8:1-11 
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Sunrise at Lake of Galilee. Photo by author April 2017.

Today is the last Sunday of Lent. It is hoped that by this time since Ash Wednesday, we have slowly acquired or even regained our contemplative spirit of prayerful silence. It is something very essential not only during these 40 days and in the coming Holy Week. It is only in silent prayers can we truly find balance in life as we discover what is valuable and what is worthless, things that last and things that pass. Prayerful silence teaches us to slow down, to be more discerning, and more trusting. The contemplative spirit thus leads us to grow deeper in our faith, hope and love in God. It is in the contemplative spirit where God works best in us.

We find this invitation to a contemplative spirit in our beautiful gospel today of a woman caught committing adultery whom Jesus refused to condemn. Unlike the previous four weeks when we heard all gospels taken from Luke, this Sunday’s story is from John that perfectly fits last week’s parable of the prodigal son to show us God’s immense love and mercy for us sinners. Every conversion, every contrition of sins presupposes silence. Recall how the lost son last Sunday realized his sinfulness while silently tending swine in a far away land.

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Jesus went to the Mount of Olives. But early in the morning he arrived again in the temple area, and all the people started coming to him, and he sat down and taught them. Then the scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery and made her stand in the middle. They said to him, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the very act of committing adultery. Now in the law, Moses commanded us to stone such women. So what do you say?” They said this to test him, so that they could have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and began to write on the ground with his finger.

John 8:1-6

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We have seen how Jesus foiled other insidious plots against him through tricky questions but this one involving a woman caught committing adultery shows us a fine image of him as the Christ. His silence, his bending down and his writing on the ground are moving moments that touch our hearts and make us wonder all the more, who is this man?

More than addressing a question that concerns the many dilemmas we face in life, this episode shows us that it is something that directly concerns Jesus Christ himself, his being our Savior. Notice at the start of the story where Jesus is presented always going to the Mount of Olives to pray, to be one with the Father. This episode happened after he had entered Jerusalem on Palm Sunday, showing us how Jesus became more intense in praying, in being one with the Father when his final days were approaching. That is the contemplative spirit.

Now feel the atmosphere of those tense moments when people brought the woman caught committing adultery to Jesus: everybody was saying something, emotions were running high, just like us in our own time with social media around us. We live in so much noises where everybody and everything is talking that we fail to listen to our very selves, to others and most especially to God always silent. See how Jesus was so cool – or “chillax” as young people would say. It was an astonishing reaction to the situation. Only a person with deep contemplative spirit like Jesus can be so composed and silent in a tense situation like that. It is always easier to react and say something than be silent to weigh everything. Too often in the world today, words are so empty that they have to be shouted all around and repeated so often in the hope they become true, exactly what every election candidate is doing!

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Jesus chose to be silent so we may realize that issues of sin and evil are best resolved in a contemplative spirit where we find the value of every person that we condemn the sin not the sinner. History has shown time and again how wars and violence or any other harsh methods like death penalty have proven ineffective in correcting any injustice or wrongdoing and preventing crimes. Where there is severity in measures against evil, we find only more deaths and burials happening but never peace and justice.

Now more than ever in Jesus Christ, we have found and experienced God’s mercy so abounding and closest to us sinners if we are truly sorry and ready to change. Like the woman caught committing adultery or the prodigal son last Sunday, we have to reach out to Christ to be forgiven from our sins. He assures us of never being condemned, of deleting our past sins and assuring us with a bright future to receive his promises if we “go and sin no more.”

We have to stress that Jesus does not approve sins. Never. He recognized the sinfulness of the woman when he told her “go and sin no more.” Likewise, Jesus never asked us to stop fighting sins. When he dared the people of whoever has no sin be the first to cast the stone, Jesus never meant us to be silent with the evil and wrongdoings happening around us. This encounter between Jesus and the woman committing adultery invites us to examine first, our own attitudes toward others guilty of serious sins. And secondly, to examine our own reactions when our misery meets with God’s mercy especially in the sacrament of penance or reconciliation.

Do we choose to be harsh like the crowd or be gentle like Christ?

How sad that even with our very selves we are so unforgiving, so severe that we hardly move on in life. Only in a contemplative spirit can we truly experience God’s liberating mercy and forgiveness within us and with others. The contemplative spirit enables us to trust God that no matter how sinful we are, his love and mercy are more powerful, able to transform us all into better persons, even saints! This is the promise of God in the first reading that he would do something greater than what he had done in liberating his people from Egypt – that he would send our Savior not only to forgive our many sins but even to share in his glory as saints.

Assumption Sabbath Baguio, January 2019.

St. Paul in the second reading could speak of “considering everything as a loss in knowing Christ Jesus” because of the contemplative spirit he acquired after his conversion. His letters all reveal to us St. Paul’s contemplative spirit and intimacy with Jesus Christ that flowed out into his daily life, reaching its summit in his martyrdom.

As the season of Lent comes to a close on this fifth Sunday, we are reminded of the path of conversion we have followed these past four weeks under St. Luke’s guidance. Conversion leads to contemplation, a daily communion with God in prayerful silence and allow him to suffuse us with his love. Its fruits are seen in our daily lives. It is the work of God, not us. It is God who renews us in silence into a new creation. We simply have to remain in Christ and strive always “to go and sin no more”. Amen.

Lent is praying for the wicked among us

40 Shades of Lent, Friday, Week-IV, 05 April 2019
Wisdom 2:1, 12-22///John 7:1-2, 10, 25-30
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We know it deep in our hearts, Lord. We knew it all along because we have felt being the object of their evil thoughts and plans:

The wicked said among themselves, thinking not aright: “Let us beset the just one, because he is obnoxious to us; he sets himself against our doings, reproaches us for transgressions of the law and charges us with violations of our training.”

These were their thoughts, but they erred; for their wickedness blinded them, and they knew not the hidden counsels of God; neither did they count on a recompense of holiness nor discern the innocent of souls’ reward.

Wisdom 2:1, 12,21-22

When will the evil people ever stop plotting all plans against us, O Lord? When will they realize their errors, their mistakes, their sins? When will they ever get tired with the unnecessary burdens of thinking evil against others?

On this first Friday of April, O God, we pray for those who persecute us, for those who malign us, for those who make life so difficult for us without realizing the goodwill we have for them. We pray for the wicked who are bent on crushing us but would never truly succeed because you would never allow evil to triumph over what is good.

So many times, they are all talk because they never have the guts and courage to be true and honest. They are always hiding. Like Jesus openly exposing Himself at the temple area, yet nobody could lay their hands on Him because it was not yet His hour.

Our merciful Father, grant us the courage and strength to endure every evil and lies when our time finally comes to stand up for you like Jesus. Amen.

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