Stay with us, Lord… it’s getting dark

Quiet Storm by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II, 20 August 2026
How amazing,
O Lord Jesus
that when it is already
evening, when darkness is
all around us,
that is when you are
actually inside us,
if we could just open
our hearts and eyes of faith
then we shall see you
truly our Light
glowing within,
bringing warmth and
joy.
Many times in our darkness
we lose sight
not only of you,
Lord Jesus but also
of our self
that away from you
we lose our identity
and let our job
and tasks define us
or worst,
our possessions and achievements
as well as pains and hurts;
we cave into our darkness
within not seeing
your wounded handed
touching me
holding me
unmindful of your
holding me,
loving me.
When things get dark
and we can’t see anything
teach me Jesus
to listen to your
silence
to feel your presence
sense your movements
follow your steps
waiting
trusting
self-emptying.
Most of all,
Jesus,
help me emulate your Mother
our Mother too,
Mary most holy,
to remain focused on you
cusping you in my palms
when all is dark
holding on to your words
believing they shall be
fulfilled when I remain
and stay with you
there on the Cross.
Amen.

Befriending my inner self

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul, 24 October 2025
Friday in Twenty-Ninth Week of Ordinary Time, Year I
Romans 7:18-25 <*((((>< + ><))))*> Luke 12:54-59
Photo by hiwa talaei on Pexels.com
Lord Jesus Christ,
today I join St. Paul
in his cry,
“Miserable one
that I am!"
for deep in my heart
I am your slave
O Lord,
of righteousness,
of what is good
but what I do
and follow is sin
like your warning
in the gospel,
"the spirit is willing
but the flesh is weak".

So, then, I discover the principle that when I want to do right, evil is at hand. For I take delight in the law of God, in my inner self, but I see in my members another principle at war with the law of my mind, taking me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members (Romans 7:21-23).

Not only every day
but so many times each day
I experience this inner clash
within me, sometimes good prevails
and there are times sin prevails.

How I wish I could sit 
with St. Paul to discuss this
as I imagine his own agony
in fighting sin and evil desires
within; how reassuring
and inspiring to learn
how everyone goes through
this internal warfare.

Like St. Paul,
may I have the courage
to recognize and embrace,
accept and own this internal
strife between good and evil;
reconcile me, dear Jesus
in you who dwells within me;
let me recognize and 
read your signs of presence,
of salvation,
of integration
within me and through
my community so that
in the end, 
like St. Paul I may 
declare, "It is no longer
I who live, but Christ
who lives in me" 
(Galatians 2:20).
Amen.