Praying to “see” Jesus like Mary Magdalene

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Wednesday in the Sixteenth Week of Ordinary Time, Year II
Feast of St. Mary Magdalene, 22 July 2026
2 Corinthians 5:14-17 <*{{{{>< + ><}}}}*> John 20:1-2, 11-18
“Christ’s Appearance to Mary Magdalene”, painting in 1835 by Russian painter Alexander Andreyevich Ivanov now hanging at the Russian Museum in St. Petersburg; from en.wikipedia.org.
"I have seen the Lord!"
(John 20:18)
What a joy must have been
for St. Mary Magdalene to
proclaim to the Apostles your rising,
your appearance to her,
Lord Jesus.

Most joyous of all,
Lord is how you have called her
by name, "Mary!"

On the first day of the week, Mary of Magdalene came to the tomb early in the morning, while it was still dark, and saw the stone removed from the tomb. Mary stayed outside the tomb weeping. And as she wept, she bent over into the tomb and saw two angels in white sitting there, one at the head and one at the feet where the Body of Jesus had been. And they said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said to them, “They have taken by Lord, and I don’t know where they laid him.” When she had said this, she turned around and saw Jesus there, but did not know it was Jesus (John 20:1, 11-14).

Many times Lord Jesus
I feel like St. Mary Magdalene
on that very early morning
of Easter:
feeling lost or
distant from you
who seem to be missing
or taken away from me;
but so often,
like St. Mary Magdalene,
we fail to recognize you
with our eyes because
we picture you so differently
to who you really are.
Many times our
sight fails
that is why most often,
you call us
by name;
unfortunately in this age
of social media and so many
other distractions in life,
we fail to hear nor even
listen to your voice
because we are afraid of silence
as we are so afraid
of the truth -
that you love us so much
that is why you have forgiven our sins.

Jesus said to her, “Mary!” She turned and said to him in Hebrew, “Rabbouni,” which means Teacher. Jesus said to her, “Stop holding on to me, for I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and tell them, ‘I am going to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’” Mary of Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, “I have seen the Lord,” and then reported what he told her (John 20:16-18).

“Noli me tangere” (touch me not) fresco in the Lower Basilica of St. Francis Assisi Church in Italy painted by Giotto de Bondone in the 13th century from commons.wikimedia.org.
Everyday you
come to us,
Jesus,
calling us by name
like Mary Magdalene -
someone you personally know,
with all of our sins
and most kept secrets
in our hearts,
in our past.
If we could just be patient
like St. Mary Magdalene
in picking the pieces of our lives,
of converting daily,
of transcending the scars
of sins of our past,
then we shall hear
and joyously listen
to your voice
spoken in a whisper,
so sweet,
so reassuring
of your real presence,
most of all
filled with tenderness
because you love us
immensely,
Jesus.
If we could just listen
to your voice, Jesus,
then like St. Mary Magdalene,
we can proclaim too
with joyful enthusiasm
to other disciples
"I have seen the Lord!"
spreading you love
and good news of salvation.
Amen.
From Facebook, April 2021: “There is an urgency to announce the Joy, the joy of the Risen Lord!”

We are called to be a Barnabas

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Thursday, Memorial of St. Barnabas, Apostle, 11 June 2026
Acts 11:21-26;13:1-3 <*{{{{>< + ><}}}}*> Matthew 10:7-13
Photo by Mr. Jim Marpa, Carigara Market, Leyte, June 2019.
Thank you,
Lord Jesus for gift
of being called and sent
as your apostle like the Twelve
in today's gospel;
your call and sending
continued after your Ascension
up to these days as we celebrate
the memorial of your St. Barnabas
whose name means "son of encouragement";
teach us to be like him
filled with the Holy Spirit
and faith in God,
searching for those in the worst
situations in life like Saul at that
time who was so ashamed
to join the disciples because of
his sinful past;
like Barnabas,
may we encourage others
to hope and look forward
to better days in you,
Christ Jesus,
to trust in your mercy and
forgiveness,
to take every moment a chance
to be converted;
how sad that in this world
of a global village interconnected
by the internet,
more and more are getting discouraged
than encouraged in life
as the social media tend to present
more of the dark, dismal side of life
than its brighter and colorful
and joyful realities found in you,
Lord who is the kingdom of God
right in our midst.

… and they sent Barnabas to Antioch. When he arrived and saw the grace of God, he rejoiced and encouraged them all to remain faithful to the Lord in firmness of heart, for he was a good man, filled with the Holy Spirit and faith… Then he went to Tarsus to look for Saul, and when he had found him he brought him to Antioch (Acts 11:22-24, 25-26).

We pray, 
dear Jesus
that you send us
more "Barnabas"
or make us a "Barnabas"
who rejoiced upon seeing
your followers in Antioch
whom you sent to Antioch
where they were first called
Christians; give us the courage
like what Barnabas and Paul
have when you have them
set apart for a special mission;
may we grow
and move in your Spirit,
Lord Jesus Christ,
moving with you
and moving to you,
to follow your movement away
from others we have been
comfortable with
in order to move where
we may experience discomfort
and be dislocated for the sake
of your kingdom.
Amen.
Photo by author, Ephesus in Turkiye, November 2025.