Our hallowed hiddenness

Quiet Storm by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II, 03 November 2026
A week before Undas,
we went to Imus, Cavite;
it was my first time and in obedience
to my late mother's instruction,
we went to pray at the Cathedral Parish of
Our Lady of the Pillar.
According to tradition,
Saint James the Greater was discouraged
at his preaching of the Gospel in Spain
with very few converts;
the Blessed Mother who was still then
living in Jerusalem
appeared to him via bilocation
at the banks of Ebro River
in Zaragoza, Spain
while standing on a jasper column.
Mary gave the pillar to Saint James
with the instruction to build
a chapel in her honor there
that became the Cathedral-Basilica of Zaragoza,
considered as the first Marian apparition
in history that happened on the year 40,
second day of January.
Saint James eventually won many converts
and returned to Jerusalem where he was martyred
in the year 44 to become the first
among the Apostles to shed blood
for the Gospel.
His remains were later
translated back to Spain,
reaching its final destination
in the now famous Santiago de Compostela.
I have always wanted to go on a pilgrimage
to Santiago de Compostela in Spain
but it seems God has other plans for me;
while praying there at Imus,
it just dawned upon me that we can always
do that pilgrimage to any holy site
first in our hearts,
in our own
hallowed
hiddenness.
Right inside this
beautiful Cathedral in Imus
after praying,
I felt taking my iPhone
to observe the steps,
the internal camino
of many other pilgrims
coming there only with
their hearts for Jesus
with Mary.

Like this man silently,
intensely
praying.
I have realized that 
hiddenness is a sacred presence
where each of us can be all by one’s self
focused on God
who is the root of our being and existence.

According to St. John Paul II,
God created man
first to be alone with Him.
And that is how it will be
to each of us in the end:
we die alone.
With God in Jesus.

We all have this gift of hiddenness
within whenever we desire to be still,
for some “me” time
to rediscover
and find
one’s self anew.

“In our society we are inclined to avoid hiddenness. We want to be seen and acknowledged. We want to be useful to others and influence the course of events. But as we become visible and popular, we quickly grow dependent on people and their responses and easily lose touch with God, the true source of our being. Hiddenness is the place of purification. In hiddenness we find our true selves” (Fr. Henri Nouwen).

Hiddenness is the passageway 
to the great gifts of silence and stillness
that lead us to the deeper truths
and realities of life,
of self,
ultimately
of God.
Silence is the language of God;
silence precedes very communication by God
something we have refused to learn
about communication that is why
we quarrel a lot,
misunderstanding each other always.

We never dialogue
nor communicate
but simply talk, talk, and talk
without silence in order to listen
to others.
Hiddenness is God’s mode of presence 
that cannot be captured
nor described in human terms.
That is why He is hidden.
It is not that God is hiding from us
but He is inviting us
to be intimately close with Him
to exclusively
and personally
experience Him,
be filled with Him.
It was the same thing 
Jesus did on Easter,
remaining hidden
before finally appearing to Mary Magdalene
whom He stopped from touching Him
to signal her
and us today
of the new level of relating
with the Risen Lord in hiddenness.

In all Easter stories,
we are told how the disciples fell silent
whenever Jesus appeared to them.
In Emmaus,
after the breaking of bread,
the two disciples finally recognized Jesus
who immediately vanished
because Jesus wanted them
and us today
to follow Him personally
in His hiddenness
to find Him
and ourselves too.
Appearances,
images
and noise
are fleeting.

The most significant moments
and insights we have in life
are those that come from our long periods of silence,
of prayers and soul-searching.
This November
as we continue to remember
all those who have left us in this world,
let us keep its sacred origins
in the hiddenness of our hearts:
All Saints Day
for those souls already in heaven
and All Souls’ Day
for those who have departed
but still being purified in the purgatory.

Both invite us to “hide” in prayers,
in silent remembering
to experience God
and our departed loved ones
in the most intimate and personal manner
without the gadgets and things
that numb us of their presence.
Amen.
Have a blessed
and meanigful
All Saints’ and All Souls’ Days!

“Please stay here… I will not leave you.”

Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Wednesday in the Eleventh Week of Ordinary Time, Year II, 17 June 2026
2 Kings 2:1, 16-14 ><))))*> + ><))))*> + ><))))*> Matthew 6:1-6, 16-18
Photo by author, St. Michael Retreat House, Antipolo City, 16 June 2026.
Your words today,
O Lord,
are lovely paradoxes
expressed in the two readings:
from the second book of Kings,
you invite us to walk with
Elijah and Elisha to experience
both being a mentor and a student,
a companion in life's journey,
comfortable in conversation
and silence, most especially
in doing your will.

Elijah said to Elisha, “Please stay here; the Lord has sent me on to the Jordan.” As the Lord lives, and as you yourself live, I will not leave you,” Elisha replied (2Kings 2:6).

And that is how life is,
people come like family and friends
but eventually we part ways
and in every separation,
there remains God who keeps
our bonds together,
even getting stronger after death,
the ultimate separation.
Here you call us, Lord,
to witness to others your loving presence
as part of our mission,
not for our own glory.
May we have the same courage
of Elisha to show to everyone
your power not for personal gain
but for mission to continue the
works of Elijah.
But before we can go out
witnessing your loving presence
and power,
dear Jesus,
teach us first to remain hidden
in doing what is right,
what is just,
and what is good as expressed
in your gospel today;
let us realize that despite
life is now lived in social media,
the more essential things in life
are still and will remain best kept hidden;
it is in that hiddenness where we
must remain and stay like Elisha
to truly witness your great power
not for our own sake and vanity
but for your mission and glory
so that at the end of our daily journey,
we may find you always,
Lord Jesus,
in every "Jordan" we cross
like Elijah
and Elisha.
Amen.
Photo by author, sunset at the RISE Tower, Our Lady of Fatima University, Valenzuela City, 10 June 2026.

Finding Jesus hidden within us

The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II
Thursday, Third Week in Ordinary Time, Year I, 30 January 2025
Hebrews 10:19-23 ><}}}}*> + ><}}}}*> + ><}}}}*> Mark 4:21-25
Photo by author, sunset in Atok, Benguet, 27 December 2024.
Many times, O Lord Jesus,
I feel you "hide" from me
not because you are avoiding me
but simply because you want me to
find you.
And be surprised
because that is how it is
really with you and the Father
and the Holy Spirit:
you want us
to experience that sense
of awe and wonder
of Jacob in Bethel
when he dreamt of your stairway
to heaven that upon waking up,
he cried out in joy, "Truly,
the Lord is in this spot,
although I did not know it!"
(Genesis 28:16)
Photo by author, Mt. Olis Park, Atok, Benguet, 27 December 2024.
Many times in the gospel
you have asked those you have
healed not to say anything
about you to anyone but
the more they talk about you,
dear Jesus;
and this is what you are
telling us today,
that we cannot hide a shining light
or lamp;
any good will always shine
will always be known
and be seen.
And that is YOU,
Jesus.
When I examine my life,
I have experienced many instances
when you, Jesus, had broken
through the surface after being "hidden"
for a long time deep within me;
and what a joy until now
especially when I am confused,
when I feel alone,
when I see nothing
but darkness,
that is actually when you are "hidden",
waiting to reveal yourself
in the simplest occasions,
giving me with "more"
even though I already have
received so much from you
just in finding you!

Grant me the grace, Jesus,
"to approach and seek you
with a sincere heart and in
absolute trust... let me hold
unwaveringly to our confession
that gives us hope for you are
trustworthy as I rouse one another
to love and good works"
(Hebrews 10:22, 23, 24).
Amen.
Photo by author, sunrise at St. Paul Spirituality Center, Pico, La Trinidad, Benguet, 06 January 2025.