Stir Me Within, O Lord

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The Lord Is My Chef Breakfast Recipe-Prayer
Friday, 23 November 2018, Week XXXIII, Year II
Revelation 10:8-11///Luke 19:45-48

            Lately Lord I have felt some intense feelings within me.  You seem to be too far, even elusive, yet I feel so drawn to you.  Is it love?  Am I growing?  Am I maturing?

            Since Sunday all your words from the first reading to the gospel have all been directed to the end of time, to the fulfillment of everything as you have promised.  I know deep in my heart it is easier said than done but that is how I feel – I am looking forward to it.  No, I am not ready to die yet, Lord; you know how fearful I am of so many things.

            But the more I pray and listen to your words, the more I discover you within me.  Like John, I could taste the sweetness of your words in my mouth but once they get down deep within me, they turn sour, they upset my stomach.  There are some inner stirrings within that invite me to listen attentively, intently, intensely to you within me.

            What they are, at the moment, I do not know, Lord.  They are disturbing but at the same time comforting.  It is like Luke’s version of your cleansing of the temple that is more sober than the other evangelists’ narration of the same event.  It is not so much of your anger but of the stirrings of your words that“all the people were hanging in your words” (Lk.19:48).

            Continue to stir me within, O Lord Jesus, let me hang in your words too so I may be cleansed within, washed from my sins, healed of my pains and hurts that you may reign supreme in me.  AMEN. Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Parokya ng San Juan Apostol at Ebanghelista, Gov. F. Halili Ave., Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria, Bulacan 3022.

*Photo by Mr. Raffy Tima of GMA-7 News, Iceland, October 2018.

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And Life Goes On…with Love

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The Lord Is My Chef Sunday Recipe, Week XXXIII-B, 18 November  2018
Daniel 12:1-3///Hebrews 10:11-14, 18///Mark 13:24-32

            A clockmaker was about to finish a grandfather’s clock when the pendulum spoke and begged him not to be given that task of swinging back and forth to measure time.  “I am afraid I might not be able to do my job well when I have to swing every second or 60 times a minute, about 3600 an hour or 86400 a day,” the pendulum explained to the clockmaker who assured him everything would be fine.  The pendulum believed his maker.  Life goes on with the pendulum, tick-tock, tick-tock, sounding the chime every hour long even after his clockmaker had died.  In a sense, our lives are like the pendulum continually swinging, sometimes late, sometimes advanced.  When 2018 started, we felt so unsure of how this year would be but here we are, about to end the year as we look forward for the coming 2019.

           After celebrating All Saints’ Day and All Souls’ Day, we are now in the penultimate week of our liturgical calendar set to close on Sunday with the Solemnity of Christ the King.  Today we are invited to focus on the “end time” called the eschaton or days of fulfillment of all that God has promised.  In fact, every celebration of the Mass is oriented towards this end, especially when we proclaim the mystery of faith, “Christ has died, Christ is risen, Christ will come again.”  In the Apostle’s Creed we profess every Sunday our belief in Jesus Christ “who shall come again to judge the living and the dead” as well as in the “communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of body and life everlasting.”

             Jesus said to his disciples:  “In those days after that tribulation the sun will be darkened, and the moon will not give its light, and the stars will be falling from the sky, and the powers in the heavens will be shaken.” (Mk.13:24-25)

             Jesus was still in the Temple and the people were marveling at its beauty when he spoke of these words, predicting its fall that would happen in the year 70 AD when Rome sacked Jerusalem.  But most of all, Jesus was speaking here in the classical language of apocalypse (from the Greek apocalypsis or revelation).  It is the same literary genre used in our first reading from the Book of Daniel.  Apocalyptic writings are not meant to be taken literally or even be imagined and pictured in its cosmic upheavals alluded to.  Jesus is not scaring us of the coming tribulations but is trying to evoke in us the image of a new creation dawning where the sun will be darkened, the moon will lose its light as the stars fall before His splendor as the returning Son of Man (see Rev. 21:23).  Recall how in Genesis God first created light by separating it from darkness when earth was all chaos and formless; then, He created the sun, moon, and stars to light the earth by fixing days and nights and years.  “In those days” life was simple and a bliss until sin came and everything was shattered.  In His infinite goodness, God preserved His creation and promised salvation to renew everything in the coming Savior.  “In those days” though there were disturbances and breaks from all the beauty of creation, life went on.  There was no need to destroy everything to start anew.  God perfects His creation amidst the many imperfections we are into.  Just like in our own experiences with the many tribulations we are going through like sickness, losses and deaths.  These words of the Lord and of the prophet Daniel are actually encouraging us to look at the fulfillment of the good news, the Gospel of Jesus Christ Himself personally coming to us, personally involved with us and in us.

             “And then they will see ‘the Son of Man coming in the clouds’ with great power and glory, and then he will send out the angels and gather his elect from the four winds, from the end of the earth to the end of the sky.” (Mk.13:26-27)

             A cousin in Canada emailed me one early Sunday morning last month of his being diagnosed with advanced stage of liver cancer.  A former soldier who had spent ten years in Mindanao as a Scout Ranger, he simply told me to pray for him in his life’s final battle.  More than the sadness is the pain still in my heart with his condition that it took me the whole day to write him back to assure him of my prayers. His siblings along with some cousins and relatives flew to visit him in Toronto, all praying for some miracle.  I chose to be silent in their prayers for a miracle because that very day he told me of his cancer, I have offered him to God.  Like Jesus Christ, it is not being a “kj” or killjoy to focus more on the coming eschaton and apocalyptic realities of present tribulations we are going through.  Death surely comes.  We are all going through many tribulations at the moment as individuals, as families, as communities and as a nation.  And things could even get worst before things get any better, here or hereafter.  That’s the reality of life we must face with joy and anticipation.  The prophet Daniel mentions in his vision seeing God sending us Archangel Michael to help us in our battle with evil in this life.  God recognizes the severity and gravity of our tribulations that He had sent us St. Michael so that life would go on while we await that eschaton that must be our gaze despite not knowing when it would be.  What the Lord is telling us is to learn from the fig tree, to always see each passing day as a changing of season, a time of rebirth, of living in His presence which the author of the letter to the Hebrews implies as always standing and faithful in our duties as disciples of Christ now“seated at the right hand of the Father in heaven”.
 

           Life goes on with all the tribulations in and around us because God never leaves us alone.  There would always be destructions and endings in life to give way to more recreations and new beginnings.  The key is to be like the pendulum, remaining faithful in our task of lovingly serving God among those around us.  In 1996, the rock musical “Rent” opened in Broadway.  Its theme song is called “Seasons of Love” which says life is measured not in minutes or time but in love.  Very true!  The most important and memorable events of our lives are those moments we have loved or we have been loved.  To live is to love and that is why if you want to be eternal, love for only love shall remain.  And it is love that will see us through in this life that is passing.  You are loved!  AMEN.Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Parokya ni San Juan Apostol at Ebanghelista, Gov. F. Halili Ave., Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria, Bulacan 3022.

*Photo by Mr. Howie Severino of GMA-7 News, Taal Lake, 13 November 2018.  Used with permission.  Photo below from Google.

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