That “Gut” Feeling About God

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The Lord Is My Chef Breakfast Recipe-Prayer Monday
30 July 2018, Week-17/Year-2 Ordinary Time
Jeremiah 13:1-11///Matthew 13:31-35

            It is again a Monday, Lord, and we are all so busy going back to work, to the normal “grind” of the week.  And your words drive home to us something very close, literally speaking, hitting our guts, our loins:  “This wicked people who refuse to obey my words, who walk in the stubbornness of their hearts, and follow strange gods to serve and adore them, shall be like this loincloth which is so good for nothing.  For, as close as the loincloth clings to a man’s loins, so had I made the whole house of Israel and the whole house of Judah cling to me, says the Lord; to be my people, my renown, my praise, my beauty.  But they did not listen.”(Jer.13:10-11)

            How shameful indeed Lord, as we start each day, freshen up ourselves, put on our best clothes but deep inside, very close to our guts, we have “a good for nothing loincloth” – rotting and dirty that permeates deep into our very person.  That gut feeling that even if we pretend to be so good, so holy, deep inside, down in our guts, we know something is terribly wrong.

            Teach us to go back to you, to be more docile in the Holy Spirit, to follow our “guts” wherever you are leading us.  May we give your little voice, your words like the mustard seed to be sowed and grow in us so we can experience your glory, your beauty, and your goodness.  So often, we take little things for granted, forgetting that like the “loincloth”, these are the ones closest to us that truly give us comfort and confidence as a person, as a believer, as your follower.  Amen.

             St. Peter Chrysologus, pray for us.Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II,Parokya ng San Juan Apostol at Ebanghelista, Gov. F. Halili Ave., Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria,Bulacan 3022 .

*About the photo:  the flower of the mustard plant I have taken during our Holy Land Pilgrimage April 2017 at the Ein-Karem area on the way to the Church of the Visitation.

“Make It With You” by Bread (1970)

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The Lord Is My Chef Sunday Music//Week XVII-B//29July 2018
Seeing With the Eyes of Christ

            The theology and symbolism found in today’s gospel which is the beginning of the “bread of life” discourse found only in John chapter six has inspired me to feature this song by Bread in our LordMyChefSundayMusic.  Written by David Gates, “Make It With You” was #1 hit in August 22, 1970 for its lovely melody and sweet lyrics of a man offering not only his love but his very self to his dearly beloved woman.  As I have told you in our Sunday recipe for the soul, we have to see every person as a subject to be loved and cherished, not as an object to be possessed and used for personal ends like things.  When we see people with the eyes of Jesus Christ, there would always be plenty of bread for everyone because that is when we do our best “to make it with you” as this song suggests. Imagine Jesus Christ singing this love song to you as He continues to make you a part of His very Self, giving you the daily Bread of Life for this earthly journey to heaven.

Hey have you ever tried
Really reaching out for the other side?
I may be climbing on rainbows
But baby, here goes

Dreams are for those who sleep
Life is for us to keep
And if you’re wondering what this song is leading to,
I want to make it with you

I really think that we could make it, girl

Though you don’t know me well
And every little thing only time will tell
If you believe the things that I do,
And we’ll see it through

Life can be short or long
Love can be right or wrong
And if I chose the one I’d like to help me through
I’d like to make it with you

I really think that we could make it, girl

Baby you know that dreams there for those who sleep
Life is for us to keep
And if I chose the one I’d like to help me through
I’d like to make it with you

I really think that we could make it, girl

*Photo from Google Images, Video from YouTube

Seeing With The Eyes of Christ

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The Lord Is My Chef Sunday Recipe, Week XVII-B, 29 July 2018
2Kings 4:42-44///Ephesians 4:1-6///John 6:1-15

             Beginning today for five weeks of Sunday we shall hear from the sixth chapter of John to discover and experience the mystery of the person of Jesus Christ.  Taking off from where Mark left us last week when Jesus and His apostles crossed the lake to rest at a deserted place, John now introduces us to the long but beautiful bread of life discourse of Jesus Christ:  Jesus went across the Sea of Galilee.  A large crowd followed him, because they saw the signs he was performing on the sick.(Jn.6:1-2)

             John’s gospel is also known as “the book of signs” wherein he arranged the major miracles of Jesus as revelations of His being the awaited Messiah or Christ.  But unlike the other evangelists, John preferred to call these miracles as “signs”, from the Greek “semeion”that denotes the existence and character of unseen, deeper reality.  The word miracle is from Latin “mirum oculis” or something that causes wonder when seen or beheld.  But a sign is deeper in meaning that John preferred to use it to show that the healings and other acts performed by Jesus are proofs and evidence that indeed He is the Christ.  In doing so, John is inviting us to see more beyond the healings and other acts by Jesus the deeper realities He wishes to reveal and share with us to be experienced too.  He wants us to shift our perceptions of persons and things to higher levels.  Like Jesus Christ, John wants us to see beyond material things for every detail can be a bearer of meaning, a sign of deeper reality and of Christ Himself.  Let us try:

             Jesus went up on the mountain, and there he sat down with his disciples.  The Jewish Passover was near.  When Jesus raised his eyes and saw that a large crowd was coming to him, he said to Philip, “Where can we buy enough food for them to eat?”  He said this to test him, because he himself knew what he was going to do.  Philip answered him, “Two hundred days’ wages worth of food would not be enough for each of them to have a little.”  One of his disciples, Andrew, the brother of Simon Peter, said to him, “There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish; but what good are these for so many?”(Jn.6:3-9) 

             Imagine standing there with Jesus, looking at the great crowd of people coming.  It was getting dark, the feast of Passover was approaching and you were at a deserted place.  Then suddenly Jesus asks you like Philip where can we buy enough food for them to eat?

             Notice that if we examine the Lord at how He looked at the situation, it could lead to a shift in our perception from scarcity to plenty by first seeing the people coming as persons who need to be fed and cared for.  Jesus felt their hunger and thirst, seeing them as brothers and sisters.  It was an opportunity for Him to teach them some lessons about God.  Unfortunately, the disciples saw the opposite – it was a big problem.  Philip even viewed it as a nightmare when he told Jesus that even “Two hundred days’ wages worth of food would not be enough for each of them to have a little.”  The same thing with Andrew who found a boy with five loaves of bread and two fish not good enough for everyone.  They saw it as a hopeless situation.

             This is perhaps one of the main tragedies of our time when we begin to see and look at people as problems and mere statistics.  We have failed and even refused to see each one as a person to be loved and cherished!  Andrew did not even bother to ask the name of the boy and just brought him to Jesus with his bread and fish.  Exactly how in media these days people are objectified and made into things, referring to persons with demonstrative pronouns this and that or ito at iyan in Filipino.  On the other hand, objects are subjectified like food as “he/she’s delicious” or “masarap siya”.  Sometimes I fear that one day PAGASA might even ask us priests to baptize typhoons as forecasters keep on referring to them like a human being:  ang bagyon si Josie ay kumikilos pakanluran at may lakas siya ng hanging na…  The most glaring sign of how low we have come to regard persons came from Congress during the SONA when Duterte reiterated the relentless continuation of his anti-drug campaign based on his erroneous view that human rights and human lives are two distinct realities.  The list of instances continues when we take people for granted especially women and children when we give more emphases on things like money and clothes than persons.  There is always more than enough bread for everyone when we learn to stop looking at everyone as a commodity to be bought and used.  In the first reading, the prophet Elisha highly regarded those around him as persons who need to be fed with food that he had to remind his servant there was enough for everyone.  With God, there are always plenty of bread for everyone but to the devil, there is never enough that is why its first temptation to Jesus was to turn stones into bread, the temptation to always take people for granted.

             There is no doubt in the powers of Jesus Christ and most of all of His knowing what to do when in such difficult situations.  Inasmuch as we trust in His powers, we also need to see others as brothers and sisters who are beloved by the Father.  John mentioned in our gospel today the setting of this feeding of 5000 when the Jewish feast of Passover was near to show us the Eucharistic nature of the sign.  How wonderful to remember that during His supper, Jesus took the same gestures at the wilderness and gave the bread to His disciples, saying “This is my body which will be given up for you.”  Notice how there in the wilderness that the Son of God who had become man like us took on a body to remind everybody is a somebody and no one is a nobody.  We are all bread meant to be shared and broken with one another for we are all one Body in Christ as Paul reminds us today in his letter to the Ephesians.  Amen.Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Parokya ni San Juan Apostol at Ebanghelista, Gov. F. Halili Ave., Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria, Bulacan 3022

*Photo from Google.

Allowing God’s Word to Grow and Bear Fruit In Us

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The Lord Is My Chef Breakfast Recipe-Prayer for Friday
27 July 2018, Week-16/Year-2 Ordinary Time
Jeremiah 3:14-17///Matthew 13:18-23

            Every morning, Lord, I try to heed your word, “Return, rebellious children”(Jer.3:14).  This is especially true every Friday when we pray “misere nobis” of Psalm 51 for we are indeed like the people of Judah who heard your words through Jeremiah but refused to act on them until tragedy struck the the whole nation.

            Jeremiah is absolutely right, Lord.  We are rebellious children, like the seeds sown on the path, on rocky ground, and among thorns.  Our streets testify to this reality:  our traffic is horrendous, mirroring our life these days with everybody insisting on each one’s ways, without any tinge of courtesy and respect to everyone.

Motorists.  Passengers.  Pedestrians.  We have forgotten all about decency.  Worst of all are the law enforcers who have no regard at all with the laws and with the people.

            Thank you very much that in Jesus Christ your Son, you have never given up on us like the sower who never gets tired of sowing the seeds of your words into our hearts daily.  Help us to be fertile soil, welcoming your words into our hearts, our very being, not only by listening, studying and praying them but acting on them, allowing them to grow and bear fruit in us through our life of witnessing in acts of kindness and love.

           Your seeds are all good, Lord.  Let it grow in me today.  Amen. Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II,Parokya ng San Juan Apostol at Ebanghelista, Gov. F. Halili Ave., Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria,Bulacan 3022 . 

Photo from Google.

Holding On To God

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The Lord Is My Chef Breakfast Recipe-Prayer Tuesday
24 July 2018, Week-16/Year-2 Ordinary Time
Micah 7:14-15,18-20///Matthew 12:46-50

            I cannot believe everything that is happening in the country, God.  Are you kidding us?  Have you forgotten us?  At first, I thought it was only due to the weather that I felt so low, desolate.  And now, in our country.

            I feel like one of the remnants in prophet Micah’s time: those few left behind holding on to you with their little faith being shaken by the majority who seem more blessed and better off amid their infidelities and evil ways – and inanities as well.  I feel like praying with the remnants of Israel of old, “Shepherd your people with your staff – the flock of your inheritance – that dwells apart in a woodland in the midst of Carmel.  Let them feed in Bashan and Gilead, as in the days of old.  As in the days when you came from the land of Egypt, show us wonderful signs.”(Mic.7:14-15) 

              Keep me strong in my faith especially at this times everything is sagging in our country:  our morals, our honor, our values, our leaders.  Teach me to keep on following your Son Jesus Christ as His “brother and sister and mother”(Mt.12:50), striving to fulfill your will despite the many odds and temptations to be on my own, to join the mob with their truncated views on life and people.  You are so merciful in forgiving my sins, and letting me go of my past.  How can I leave you now in the middle of many storms, Lord?  May these days of darkness past, and leave me standing before you faithfully.

              I pray also Lord to those severely affected by the rains and floods.  May they never lose faith and hope in you as we who were spared share more love and charity to them.  Amen. Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II,Parokya ng San Juan Apostol at Ebanghelista, Gov. F. Halili Ave., Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria,Bulacan 3022 .

*Photo from Google.

Putting God on Trial

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The Lord Is My Chef Breakfast Recipe-Prayer Monday
23 July 2018, Week-16/Year-2 Ordinary Time
Micah 6:1-4,6-8///Matthew 12:38-42 

            God our Father, you never cease to surprise me with your creativity.  Like a dedicated teacher, you never run out of illustrations of how much you love me despite my many sins.  Today you present me with a court-room drama that I used to see in many TV series I have followed.

            “Arise, present your plea before the mountains, and let the hills hear your voice!  Hear, O mountains, the plea of the Lord, pay attention, O foundations of the earth!  For the Lord has a plea against his people, and he enters into trial with Israel.  O my people, what have I done to you, or how have I wearied you?”(Mic.6:1-3)

             Despite the many good things you have done for me, I continue to live in sin.  I have turned away from you that no amount of worship and offering would suffice except “Only to do right and to love goodness, and to walk humbly with you, O God.”(Mic.6:8)

            The saddest thing in this courtroom drama is how we have refused to rest our case, always putting you on trial with our sins, asking for signs even up to this time.  Let us rest the case for you have dismissed it in our favor by sending us your Son Jesus Christ.  Teach me O Lord Jesus, to seek no more signs from you.  Help me to open my eyes and my heart to see in your Passion, Death and Resurrection that you are my life and my salvation.

              In a special way, Lord I pray for our brothers and sisters severely affected by the continued rains that have caused widespread floods especially in Pangasinan and Bataan provinces.  Give them something to eat this morning and keep them safe.  Amen.Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II,Parokya ng San Juan Apostol at Ebanghelista, Gov. F. Halili Ave., Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria,Bulacan 3022 . 

“Land of the Loving” by David Benoit with Diane Reeves (1986)

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The Lord Is My Chef Sunday Music//Week XVI-B//22July 2018
Resting in Jesus Christ

It is again Sunday, the day of the Lord, our rest day too.  Rest is not merely a stop in our tasks and routines; rest is coming home to God.  Our tagalog word for rest is pahinga that literally means to be breathed on.  In the story of creation, man became alive after being breathed on by God.  Whenever we rest in God, we come home to Him and let Him breathe on us His life-giving Spirit in the Holy Mass, in our prayers, and in our family gatherings.  That is when we are also recreated in God.  That is the deeper meaning of “R&R” – rest and recreation can only happen in God.

            Here is a beautiful song by David Benoit sang by Dianne Reeves in 1986, “Land of the Loving.”  It speaks of how a woman had finally found the love of her life, the one who truly loves her and gives meaning to her life.  In finding her true love, she also found home, the land of the loving.  Sing with Dianne in the lovely music by David, recall how Jesus invites you to come home to Him and rest.  When you find Jesus and rest in Him, then, you are home sweet home…

Deep in your eyes is a promise
Love can be ours if we want it
Starting tonight every dream I ever knew
Here in your arms I’m believing
Finally my life has a meaning of its own
Here in the land of loving I am home

I was alone in the city
Searchin’ for someone to find me
Cold empty nights and a million strangers’ eyes
Here in your arms I’m beginning
To leave behind all the loneliness I knew
Here in the land of loving there is you
In this simple room magic is made
Though the world seems unchanged
Leave the lights on I’m a little afraid
This might be just one sweet dream
Deep in the night love is growing
Though I had no way of knowing
That when I found you I found ev’rything I need
Here in your love I’ll be staying
Fin’lly my life won’t be living all alone
Here in the land of the loving I am home

*Photo by Gretchen Ira Banaticla, Virginia, USA.  Used with permission.

Resting In Jesus

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The Lord Is My Chef Sunday Recipe, Week XVI-B, 22 July 2018
Jeremiah 23:1-6///Ephesians 2:13-18///Mark 6:30-34

            As I was telling you last Sunday, discipleship is directional than about destination.  And though we have different missions in life, every mission always has Jesus Christ as direction.  Today we deepen this direction in Christ with the return of the Twelve after being sent by Jesus to their first mission last week when He invited them to rest with Him to a deserted place.

            The apostles gathered together with Jesus and reported all they had done and taught.  He said to them, “Come away by yourselves to a deserted place and rest a while.”  People were coming and going in great numbers, and they had no opportunity even to eat… When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, for they were like sheep without a shepherd; and he began to preach them many things. (Mk.6:30-31)

            Friends always wonder what kind of “rest” I take when I go on a little solitude every Thursday on my weekly day-off or during my annual personal retreat.  They ask, “anong klaseng pahinga po iyon Father kung nagdarasal pa rin kayo?”   Of course, I sometimes go on out-of-town vacation but when we try to reflect on our gospel today, we discover some beautiful dimensions about rest.  To rest means to stop because tasks have been completed.  This we find in Genesis 2:2 when God rested on the seventh day after creating everything good.  In John 19:30, we find Jesus Christ saying “it is finished” when He died to complete His work of salvation that after His Resurrection, He ascended into heaven to seat at the right hand of His Father in heaven.  To rest primarily means to stop because work has been completed like God when He completed His works of creation and salvation.  But in the gospel today we find how Jesus and the Twelve could not rest nor eat because of the people coming!

            Here we find the essential reality about rest which is always to rest in the Lord.  We do not only rest with Jesus Christ but also rest in Him.  Unlike God, we complete our works by episodes, not in its entirety.  Jesus invited the Twelve to rest after completing their first mission given them.  There would still be other missions to be given to them until Jesus ascended into heaven.  Those missions continue to this day and would never be fully completed until His Second Coming.  For us to fulfill any mission in life, we need to rest always in Christ because as we have seen last week, He Himself is our direction in the ministry.  That is the direction of intimacy with Jesus, of being close with Jesus because it is Jesus Himself whom we share with the people we serve.

            People would always be coming to us but never forget that before they all came, Jesus came first to call us and send us.  Therefore, when we rest, we rest in Him too which is a call to a personal and intimate relationship with Him.  Note how Mark referred to the “Twelve” last week and now being called as “apostles” upon their return from their first mission.  This is an important shift in calling them as apostles for later we shall see they are distinct from followers or disciples.  An apostle is someone who is sent forth ahead of Jesus.  It is from the Greek verb “apostolein”, to send forth while disciple is from “discipulous”, to follow like discipline.  Most of all, an apostle is someone who had seen Jesus Christ like the Twelve so that Paul had to insist on this title too because he met the Lord on the way to Damascus.  In a deeper sense, an apostle is also someone very intimate with Jesus Christ, always interacting with Him, doing His works.  We are all apostles of the Lord sent into the world to continue His saving works which demands a close relationship with Him in fulfilling that mission that is very demanding, even impossible.  Most of all, what the people are really hungry and thirsty of are not things of this world but Jesus Christ Himself – His love and presence, His mercy and forgiveness, His joy and consolation.  It is for this reason that when a priest asked St. Mother Teresa for any message to priests, she simply asked them “to give them Jesus, only Jesus, and always Jesus.”  This will also be the focus of the gospel in the next five weeks when we shift to John’s gospel account of the bread of life discourse in chapter six.

            In the recent Philippine Conference on New Evangelization, speakers kept on reminding us priests, religious and consecrated persons on this essence of our ministry:  we can never be moved with compassion to feed the multitude like Jesus Christ when we are apart from Him.  Of the many speakers there, I was moved most on the first day by the Bulakenyo Jesuit Fr. Albert Alejo who asked us, “who/what gives you joy in the ministry?”  He reminded us to always go back to Jesus Christ in everything we do because without Him, we could never lead people to Him.  He capped his talk with a beautiful metaphor of the rooster by demonstrating and mimicking how the rooster would crow at the break of dawn.  According to Fr. Alejo, once the rooster had seen the first rays of light of the day, he stands erect first, flaps his wings to make sure he is already awake, then beats his chest to muster enough courage and strength to announce morning has broken with a powerful crow.  And when other roosters follow with the same methodology of crowing, the whole farm is awakened as the new day begins filled with life and hope.

            Without Jesus in our hearts, without resting in Jesus in every mission we have labored along with its triumphs and failures, pains and joys, it would always be difficult to feed the multitude.  Worst like the shepherds of Israel, we could “mislead and scatter the flock of the Lord’s pasture”(Jer. 23:1) that has sorely marred our own history of the Church with the many scandals that have rocked us.  Jesus Christ is the promised Good Shepherd God had spoken through Jeremiah (Jer.23: 5-6), the one sent to reconcile us all in God and with others (Eph.2: 16) whom Paul proclaimed in the second reading.  This Sunday, let us not just stop from our work to rest with our gadgets and other things.  Let us rest in God – magpahinga – let Him breathe on us His life-giving spirit so we may be recreated for the challenges of this new week.  Amen. Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Parokya ng San Juan Apostol at Ebanghelista, Gov. F. Halili Ave., Bagbaguin, Sta. Maria, Bulacan.  <lordmychef@gmail.com>